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November 29, 1999

somedays just feel a lot longer than others. it feels like it has been november 29th forever. or maybe i've just been writing the date out more than usual today. eh who knows :-)

so let's talk about me.

i'm anxiously anticipating Hannah updating her journal. if i weren't lazy i would link her but dammit i HATE html. she is supposed to write about sex and the millennium. i'm curious to see waht she has to say. i'm obsessed with the millennium all of a sudden. actually i'm obsessed with everyone being obsessed with it. some people are really fearing this whole 2000 thing. it will just be interesting to just get through it and see what happens because frankly you can't control that kind of thing.

today the first issue of the year of the Jarvis Jargon (newspaper) came out. on the inside cover there was this memorial for this girl that died. first of all i didn't even know that she had died. her name was danielle martin and i guess she must have been 3 years ahead of me...but she worked in the VPs office so she was one of those people that everyone got to see quite often. anyhoo it freaked the shit out of me to find out that she had died. its so strange how life goes on in the midst of death. i mean here danielle dies and the rest of the world goes on living oblivious to her death. it's just eerie how much is going on in the world at the same time.

okay that is enough freaking myself out for now.

last night laura was talking to daniel pancer on IM and i told her to tell him that i say hi and to ask when he is coming back to randolph. SOMEHOW that comment lead into him making a comment about my lack of knowledge about blowjobs. i swear i was falling off my chair laughing. it was just one of those incredibly random comments...and who knew that daniel pancer reads my journal?? so in honour of daniel pancer i have made a site about oral sex my link of the day (i haven't read it but when i do i'll be sure to take notes JUST for the male masses out there).

i would just like to say that i HATE HATE HATE getting my period. it is soooooo gross and yuki. girls have it sooooo much worse off than guys do. augh don't even get me started on THAT topic.

i went dancing today and yesterday. i went yesterday just because i always do and i went today to redeem myself. let me explain. so yesterday was a yuki day. i felt like shit, i was tired and unmotivated. it was retardo sunday class which just totally kills my groove. i just had one of those classes where i didnt' feel like doing anything. so after class i was hanging around randolph waiting for my mom and siona came out and was being sooooo sweet and i was being a total bitch. well not a total bitch..i was just really tired so i wasn't being very sociable. oh yeah...max, siona was inquirin about you and she says hi :-) so i decided to go to class today to redeem myself and have a kick ass class and be sociable until it hurt :-) so i went in and struck up a conversation with Soon Yi who is making me promise to take musical theatre VERY soon. so la la la i got dressed and went into this studio where i assumed class was. i got VERY comfortable and was just hanging around talking to ryan, julian and anne, but then i realized that that was actually the musical theatre class. but me being a lazy ass i stayed there for a while longer and chatted it up wit da homies. then jen cohen came to start her class and i was on my way. wow this is turning out to be a very detailed story..i'll stop the detailedness. anyhooo....the pre-class time was very siona-packed, said hi to her when i first came in, then when i was watching musical theatre warm up (to Big Spender) while siona was frantically trying to locate her warm up music she came over and started tickling me...wow this is still detailed...you all need the abridged version. okay...warm up warm up siona saying something HILARIOUSLY sexual that escapes me as of now...warm up warm up...siona using my name and then telling me that i had flexibilty coming out of my ass...siona fixing this muscle that has been so damned tight...siona ressurected (sp?) the ricky martin combo...tonya leaves and goes home.

wow i'm sorry for the boring story. its more interesting in my head. i'm very disappointed that the randolph x-mas party is the same weekend that everyone is in buffalo :-( laura was supposed to come and cause a ruckus with me :-( damn that rent in buffalo.

i went to school today. but nothing special happened there so we don't need to talk about that.

sorry one more dance thing...i need to get myself talking to siona so that i can figure out what her x-mas plans are (when she leaves and when she comes back). i need to know these thigns so that i can figure out what classes to take. the word on the street is that linda is taking over for siona's classes while she is on vacation. i'm PRAYING that sarah takes over some. i need to talk to siona about sarah..cause we all know i'm obsessed with sarah for varios reasons...coughcarycough.

i'm fucking hungry. i could eat several horses. maybe i'll go eat pie.

can someone please explain to me why the ARINATOR feels the need to not just have one but TWO journals? she is one kooky cat.

okay i should be off.
tonya :-)

Journal Start Time: 10:08pm

Stuck in my head:Maybe This Time, Big Spender

In the cd player: the NEW Chantal Kreviazuk cd (very kickass)

On KISS92: i have NO clue

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes)

On the tube: Springer

Random Quote: "girl, you've got flexibility coming out of your ass" -- Siona, while helping me stretch today

Anxiously Anticipating: OAC drama night, getting paid, x-mas shopping, randolph x-mas party, taking musical theatre nextg week

Craving: pecan pie

What I'm Wearing: superman t-shirt and some beat up red GAP shorts

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 2

Link Me Baby One More Time: The Art of Oral Sex

Days until my birthday (september 13):289

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 5

Journal End Time: 10:39pm

November 28, 1999

hello hello hello. i fully meant to update yesterday...but that just didn't happen :-) it has been quite the busy busy weekend. mucho fun but busy busy. let's go back to friday and see what i have to say.

so we had our french presentations on friday. mine went fine. i totally went up there unprepared and winged it IN FRENCH with no notes. i would just like to say props to me for rocking my world. i forgot that we needed visual aids so i'll lose marks for that. BUT i did manage to connect my guy and his works to the present and she nodded so it was all under control :-) when tracey was doing her presentation she fainted. yes fainted. it was sooooo scary. but she woke up like two minutes after. it was your classic hand on the head faint. scary as hell is all we're going to say about that.

so i hauled ass home afterschool because ihad to call cow, pack my dance bag, pack my sleepover bag, and go to the video store before i had to leave for dance in half an hour. but it all worked out. i had a fun dance class. it was challenging. it was mainly because ihadn't been to Jazz1 in ages so they were ahead of what pre-jazz was doing. so i had to catch up to everyone. but it was all good. it was a small class (9 people) so everyone got a lot of attention which is always good, just because you work harder. and i know this is old stuff but siona really DOES know my name. but i think she might have just learned it because she used it last time that i had class with her and then 2 times on friday. but now i've noticed that she uses my name in conjuction with another term. example: tonya baby, tonya honey, tonya sweetie. i'm amused :-)

now i'm doing some scanning. scanning is the root of all evil if you ask me. it's just that it is soooooooo time consuming espciallly when you are scanning in large quantities. oy. but soon you all will have pictures to see. so be happy. actually don't be happy...i'm sick of scanning.

after dance it was off to babysit as usual. nothing interesting happened.

so then it was off to cow's house for a night of fun fun fun. when i got there lara was still there, so we reaked (sp?) some havoc on the internet and then watched When Harry Met Sally. somehow i have managed to have never seen that movie. it was very amusing. but lara and lisa were mean because i started dozing off and they were laughing at me :-( then lara left (this is around 1:45am) and lisa and i go upstairs and end up talking until 4:45am i think. i'm NEVER up that late. its weird tho,,,mainly because i didn't feel tired at all. then we BOTH woke up at 11:30 and started our day.

it was off to Fairview for us to buy stuff. i had all these presents to buy but i only ended up getting one :-( but on the plus side i bought a lot of stuff. i didn't mean to...i was just being indecisive. so i bought my drago shirt from Le Chateau which rocks, the orange v-neck sweater from GAP, and an ice blue v-neck fleecy sweater from GAP. they all rock. PLUS i bought the new chantal cd. it has my new favourite song on it "Before You" it is SUCH a fun singing song. you all have to hear it. o h yeah and i bought a wallet from the GAP. i spent way too much money. i'm SUCH a nitwit. i'm going to by laura and christine's x-mas presents today just because i'm bored and would LOVE to get that out of the way. then there are presents for other people..oy the ordeal continues. plus tonya wants to buy a turtle neck from Fairweather. is it bad if i buy it today? it's pink and oh so lovely.

then it was back to lisa's house to do a little wraping and some SNES Jeopardy :-) then i had to meet my mom at loblaws where we spent over an hour. i love big loblaws,,,they are always giving away food. yesterday i had pizza, meatloaf, bagel and lox, grapefruit juice and pineapple.

i should go. this is just getting tedious now.

tata
tonya :-)

 

Journal Start Time: 8:47am

Stuck in my head:Maybe This Time from Cabaret

In the cd player: the NEW Chantal Kreviazuk cd (very kickass)

On KISS92:

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes)

On the tube: the Today Show

Random Quote: "run run ...jump over the puddle...run run...jump over the log...run run... jump over the cat" -- lea being on tremendous crack while giving us visuals for the Jeter exercise (jump over the cat??)

Anxiously Anticipating: dancing very soon, shopping (again), OAC drama night

Craving: pecan pie

What I'm Wearing: superman t-shirt

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 3

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire (its over, its over its over, its over da nuh.... its over)

Days until my birthday (september 13):290

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 6

Journal End Time: 9:53am

November 25, 1999

okay i'm feel like queen of the retards right now. did anyone see ER? i HAVE to go check the calendar and see when i should be getting my period because i was WAY to affected by that episode. not even by the big stuff either... like when corday but the bacon on the turkey, or when little rachel got her period, and when the old woman died. i was having spaz attacks. don't even get me started on Carol having her babies. espcially when baby #2 (Kate) came out all blue i was having fits of rage :-) and when carol had baby #1 (tess..i LOVE that name) i was so happy. OMG when carol asked the nurse if she could make long distance calls because she wanted to call Seattle. my heart broke. i think i'm in love with a television character. so i very much enjoyed ER. childbirth is such a beautiful experience (insert Burt Baccarach music here). i mean after all that she is contributing to the world population...carrying out the life cycle. augh... don't even get me started. i love carole hathaway.

okay now that htat is out of the way. i'm trying to finish up my French ISU that is due tomorrow, but i've become temporarily sidetracked by my journal. i'm almost finished the ISU. its a piece of caca on a poo stick (as anna said today) but its something to hand in. we wont' talk about that though.

i have a thousand and one pictures to scan for my journal. i'll try and get them done this weekend. i promise. this weekend and you'll see pics of the kid i babysit for, and me in my ballet costumes from when i was littler and also of this chic in my homeform who IS mariah carey.

that NEW britney spears wannabe is on the radio now...what's her name? Jessica Simpson? she amuses me just because she is totally trying to be Britney Spears. and i've heard through the grapevine that she is even going out with someone from Nsync... just like britney (who is going out with justing timberlake).

we got our exam schedules today. that means that the year is VERY close to being over...its ridiculous. the millenium is only 36 days away i think. now THAT is ridiculous. i was thinking the other day....what if the year 2000 really is the end of the world? i swear with that thought i completely start hyperventilating..its terrible. i start shaking and shit... i know i'm strange. but think about it...what if this is it. 2000 comes and thats it..no more anything. i'm not saying that i believe that or anything...but thre are people out there that do think that and are planning accordingly. that just freaks the shit RIGHT out of me.

i'm falling asleep..this is NOT good at all. i still have to print and edit this stupid essay that is in FRENCH. writing in french means ten gazillion mistakes that will need editting. damn if i weren't a procrastinator i could have sent it off to a french person to correct it. that would have been very very sweet. i have to find me a french friend to edit shit for me when the time comes. remind me.

i love when people dont' update for a while and then i check one day and like EVERYONE online has updated. that amuses me to no end. i'm such a journal whore. i read so many it feels like, and i don't even LIKE all of them. how funny is it that all the boards have disappeared? apparently there are new boards but i haven't really been checking them out...its not the same. its like having a goldfish named buzz who dies and then buying a new goldfish and naming HIM buzz. its just in bad form :-)

first draft of the ISU is printing. go me :-) i'm very excited to read my shitty essay. i have to do a presentation on it tomorrow. its only 5 minutes which isn't bad at all. i haven't spoken in french in AGES its going to be brutal. i NEVER speak french..i wonder what my french is like.

okay i will stop the babbling and move on out of here.

tonya

Journal Start Time: 11:20pm

Stuck in my head: no song...just ER thoughts

In the cd player: TLC -- FanMail

On KISS92: Heartbreaker

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes)

On the tube:CityPulse

Random Quote: "run run ...jump over the puddle...run run...jump over the log...run run... jump over the cat" -- lea being on tremendous crack while giving us visuals for the Jeter exercise (jump over the cat??)

Anxiously Anticipating: shopping i guess, the weekend cause that means no school and this has been a LONG week oh yeah and Siona's Jazz1 tomorrow

Craving: a hershey's mint chocolate chip chocolate bar (and its NOT a "candy bar")

What I'm Wearing: superman t-shirt, and red undies (gap baby)

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 6

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire (its over, its over its over, its over da nuh.... its over)

Days until my birthday (september 13):293

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 9

Journal End Time: 11:54pm

November 23, 1999

geez...i always mean to update in the morning... but for the past few mornings i haven't been able to get my act together. eh so sue me.

today was just one of those days when i'm just waaaaaaay to tired to do anything. i was all stressed on the subway because i thought iw as going to be REALLY late for school. i was at Dufferin subway at 8:45(school starts at 9). somehow i managed to make it to school at like 9:04 which rocked. then we had a surprise quiz in economics, on which i better have gotten 100% on it. then it was a broing english period because we are still doing seminars. that was followed by french where our class had been transferred to a smaller room that smelled like esl students. oy that is a terrible thing to say. the room just smelled VERY heavily of curry and spices. the class before us happens to be an esl class. the room doesn't NORMALLy smell that way....

this afternoon i had my magazine deconstruction presentation on VIBE. it went well i guess. after we were done the teacher told the other girl that i was working with that i should have done more. just one big OY. its not MY fault it looked like i didn't say too much....she just happened to have spoken for like 10 minutes on one article. oy i think too much. im SO over that.

haha tallguy busted some of my styles in HIS journal. he said that his entry was "Dry". i never used to say dry so much...its just that this year i've expanded my horizons and hanging around with some different people so my vocabulary has been warped totally.

today i get home and there is a message on the phone for me from Grace. i love grace but she is totally a school person. we NEVER talk on the phone and we NEVER see eachother out of school. so she leaves a message saying that it's URGENT that i call her back. so i called her back and she spends 15 minutes trying to convince me to go to the semi. you cannot even BEGIN to understand how many people are trying to get me to go to this semi. i SO would but i can't cancel babysitting. i'm ditching babysitting for the Randolph x-mas party and if i'm away than i won't be babysitting either. i'm still trying to decode the mystery of me at semis and why people are so intrigued. Grace was even going on about how i could come with her to the big before and after parties...although it was flattering i still said no. Grace and her crew are i gues what you'd consider the "cool" people (totally in a Saved by the Bell kind of way). so that is that.

had play rehearsal after school. then it was off to Randolph. and lo and behold who was there....MAX. yes after about a gazillion and a half days of NOT seeing max there he was. actually it wasn't a surprise or anything i already knew..but still :-) lea was MUCHo excited which i thought was absolutely hilarious. rachael was there as well. max and rachael together are just hilaroius. rachael is frosty to him (cause she is an ice bitch) and max is totally frosty to her (eventho max is NEVER frosty to anyone...she manages to bring it out). its not even that they are outright bitchy to eachother..its just this weird tension thing. but of course i'm used to the weird tension thing...mainly because ALL of my friends hate one another. well not really...its an exaggeration...but not too big.

highlights of dance including the fat asian lady being a superstar ballet chic. i haven't seen such amazing chaines and jetes in a very long time in lea's class. it was such an all-star day in lea's class. it was pure regulars who i haven't seen in a while...julian, cassandra, mark and geri. it was all good.

laura laura laura.

i'm saddened that Who Wants To Be A Millionaire is ending soon. it's just unfair. why the injustice? laura doesn't know what she will do with out our Millionaire either.

okay here is a tidbit of ER gossip...if you don't want to know then don't read. Julianna Margulies was on the Today Show this morning and she said that my husband aka George Clooney WILL NOT be appearing on this thursday's episode. he will be on sometime this season...but not quite yet. this is NOT good for me...i need to see my boy on tv. i think George Clooney needs to start making pornos.

see i actually have a REAL quote of the day today. aren't we all proud. TRACEY ULLMAN was on Ally. she makes me laugh. ally is very weird this season....but i say that every week.

i'm running out of ideas of what i'm supposed to type. this is not good. laura is being VERY funny on the phone and i'm spitting coffee all over my computer. that is not good. laura often makes me spit al overmy computer...one day she made me spit hamburger all over the place... not a good thing. it's not too hard to make me spit out my food.

max said that i was being weird in my journals as of late. i need to re-read and see what i wrote. hey i wasn't being weird... i talked about the semi, and skanky dress shopping...tis all.

i've been getting a lot of random mail about my Sas site. people from all over are talking about how amazing she seems to be. we're talking random people who've never met her...maybe even, haven't seen her. now THAT is the miracle of the internet...sharing information...bridging gaps. my big question is...why don't these people sign the guestbook?

i would just like to point out that the millennium arrives in 37 days i believe. interpret as you wish...

okay i'm off off and away
tonya

Journal Start Time: 9:24pm

Stuck in my head: the music keeps on playin' on and on

In the cd player: Missy Elliot

On KISS92: that shania twain song...you've got a way

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes)

On the tube:CNN

Random Quote: "i cared about a penis, it was just connected to a man" -- Ally McBeal's mom explaining that she wasn't in love with the man she had an affair with.

Anxiously Anticipating: oddly enough...nothing realy

Craving: CHINESE FOOD

What I'm Wearing: superman t-shirt, and gray undies

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 3

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire (it ends too soon)

Days until my birthday (september 13):295

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 11

Journal End Time: 10:44pm

November 21, 1999

yum i love me some chow mein. it's blackbean chicken chow mein from King's Noodle in Chinatown. it's very yummy. i love randomly going out and trying food places...well i guess you call them restaurants...anyhoo i like randomly going out and discovering food. leftover cold chinese food rocks.

last night was the chantal concert...she rocked as usual. she did most of the songs that i love..including Leaving on a Jet Plane. how is that not the best song in the world? she was gorgeous. she wore an apron shirt and one of those bell skirts. and then her fiance Raine Maida from Our Lady Peace came out and did a duet with her which rocked. the concert was at Convocation Hall so it was pretty intimate. she kept on having conversations with the audience. there were some crazy ass people there...but it was fun stuff.

yesterday the Loblaws in my area re-opened. it was fun stuff. i love grand opening weekends at loblaws...SO MUCH free food. we bought a lot of food. its so good to have a non ghetto option for shopping. No Frills is SUCH a ghetto supermarket but it was our only shopping option for the past year or so. but now we have mega loblaws. can i get an amen? aaaaaaaaaaamen :-)

i re-activated my cellphone. my phone is now in my mom's name so i can do the monthly Fido plan. so now i have 200 minutes every month for only $20 a month. tonya is a very happy camper. i would like people to CALL ME every once in a while to keep me amused. my cell phone number is (416)828-8307. so i expect calls :-)

okay what else do i have to talk about? nothing really. i'm off to siona's class momentarily. it feels like i haven't been there in AGES but i took her class last sunday. i hate retardo class soooooo much. but some days are less retardo than others which is always good..but a very rare experience. i hope that isabelle is there...she amuses me very much. i have to remember to watch her show.

i'm really just filling up space. i should be dressed. i have to leave here in 25 minutes. i think this chow mein is fucking aroud with my internal systems. i've used to toilet WAY too many times today. i'm washing my hair tonight for all of you that wanted to know :-)

i need to get chantal's new cd. the problem is that iheard that it's mellower than her last one. if anyone hasn't noticed i'm in a very big hyper music phase which leads to the appeal of Kiss92 for me. but we'll try her out. right now the cds still have the bonus cd that has the jet plane song.

ack when will i ever stop this typing insanity?

tomorrow i have to be at school for 8:15am. i have my drama scene preview for my teacher tomorrow. i hate going to school early. it's a bitch and a half. i don't normally leave my house until that time. im going to avoid waking up early though...you just wait and see.

my mom let me perm her hair on friday. like i have any experience doing perms :-) it turned out fine though. i didn't burn her skin or break off her hair. i'm pretty damned skilled. can i get an amen? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamen :-)

i have to stop saying that.
tata
Tonya

Journal Start Time: 10:04am

Stuck in my head: Surrounded by Chantal

In the cd player: Chantal's old stuff

On KISS92: the Venga Bus by the Venga Boys (SUCH a summer song)

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes) and l'etranger by albert camus

On the tube:Meet the Press

Random Quote:
me: laura say afternon
laura: affanoon
me: what?
laura: affanoon (still like this one)

Anxiously Anticipating: dancing verysoon, shopping,

Craving: my chow mein from last night

What I'm Wearing: superman t-shirt, and my butterfly undies by hanes for kids (yes i do wear kiddie undies)

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 3

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire

Days until my birthday (september 13):297

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 13

Journal End Time: 10:24am

November 18, 1999

i need amusing. i need something to talk about. there is a lack of interestingness happening my life as of now. well maybe that is not entirely true. i dunno...i'm just confused.

our school is having a semi at the Argonaut Ballroom ( i don't even know what that is). i'm being coerced into going. i made the mistake of telling elvira that i'm considering it...now she has been harassing me about it. then there's paul...he spent an entire drama period trying to convinve me to go. he wants to see me in a dress because all he ever sees me in is GAP. he is convinced that i have a wild side that will make me show up in a dress just below my ass. that isn't entirely a figment of his imagination...i'm going to try on this leopard print number from le chateau to see how it fits..hopefully its short enough.

hey...i'm not going to buffalo. mommy realized that its too close to exams. buffalo happens the weekend before exams. i respect that though... doing well on OAC exams means a hell of a lot more than seeing a play that i've seen many times. so i didn't argue it at all..just left it at that. i've been doing some thinking and some soul searching. you know...evaluating and weighing. figuring out where my energy should be directed and what to do with myself...

did i mention that i'm changing my career. well we all know that i was going to be a broadcast journalist...BUT i've been doing some research and discussing and my whole evaluating/soul searching thing and i (along with my sis) have been thinking about going into Marketing. it totally fits my personality and motivations and creativity. i realized that i had no reasons for wanting to be a journalist other than that it was something that i have wanted to do since i was little. and the part that i've wanted to do seems like such a no-brainer job....i'd be wasting a part of me. but marketing sounds very cool. so now that means i have to find a university with a good business program...the search continues.

how the fuck did laura's b-day creep up sooooo fast? i remember when there were TONS of days to go. now its in like 2 weeks or something. that is pure crazinesss. but we love laura so its all good.

where the heck has my strapless bra disappeared to? its not in my underwear drawer...maybe its in my mom's by accident. lets go check...not there :-( if i'm to try on skanky dresses on sunday then i will need my strapless. i think i need a new strapless...i don't like the way this one supports. they tend to flatten more than to lift. and there is the physics of strapless bras. i don't know why i'm sharing this wisdom with you all...its late i guess :-) or maybe i just need to reposition the wires...sorry i'm on a tangent.

i'm obsessed with the Bible. i've never read it before and i REALLY want to read it now. anyone want to send me a little Bible for x-mas? so either a Bible or a strapless bra (mail me for the size).

at the beginning of december i'm starting my exercise regimen. i'm really amused by the fact that i'm shedding weight without even thinking about it...i'm curiosu to see what would happen if i DO start to exercise. so i'm going to do TaeBo and crunches many times a week. i'm not committing to a number just yet though...

maggie benjamin is going to b'way to do rent. yay magben.

oh no...i just pressed play on my cd player and it wasn't austin powers....it was whitney houston.

i'm in the BIGGEST le chateau mood right now. i went there after my concerton wednesday with my mom (i play the violin) and i saw sooooo many things that i want to buy...it's sick.

now i see/ that you've been doing wrong/ played me all along/ and made a fool of me baby

i have to record a sound wave of laura saying afternoon...or as she says it AFFANOON. its freaking HILAROIUS. i made her say it for me over and over again. she rocks.

i think that it's about high time that Ricky got his ass to toronto so we can all meet the mystery that is Ricky :-)

okay i'm outtie for the night.
tata
Tonya

Journal Start Time: 11:27pm

Stuck in my head: Brandy -- you don't know me

In the cd player: Austin Powers-- the spy who shagged me

On KISS92: larger than life by BSB

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes) and l'etranger by albert camus

On the tube:Letterman or SexTv

Random Quote:
me: laura say afternon
laura: affanoon
me: what?
laura: affanoon

Anxiously Anticipating: the Chantal concert, buying my video and pyjamas, trying out skanky dresses, possibility of seeing a movie

Craving: monsieur felix and mr. norton cookies

What I'm Wearing: supermat t-shirt, red shorts, black stiped underwear by jockey for kids (yes i do wear kiddie undies)

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 2

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire

Days until my birthday (september 13):300

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 16

Journal End Time: 12:08am

November 16, 1999

i have THE biggest headache in the history of headaches. it's very berry frustrating. at least i have no homework so its all under control. there is work that i COULD be doing..but i'm being a lazy ass and not working ahead :-(

right now i'm doing nothing but updating and writing max e-mail. how is there no one online? this is NOT a good thing. i need to talk to people..i'm bored out of my freaking skull. oh wait hannah is online...good stuff.

OMG i'm freaking PSYCHIC. i was JUST thinking about Jennifer Lopez and badabing badaboom she is on the radio. i rock like a ...i dunno rocker?

i'm getting sick of play rehearsals :-( but at least Burak is having sympathy and letting us go early. i have been doing crazy things to keep myself amused. doing chainer turns from one end of the room to the other....consuming LARGE amounts of chocolate ... stuffing my face with popcorn..harassing the male lead. oy i swear sometimes i should be called for sexual harrassment. i'm joking...i really shouldn't :-) today i decided that the wrappers for O'Henry bars are very sexual and suggestive. first of all the chocolate bar (NOT CANDY BAR) is called O'Henry..that implies some skankiness. then the wrapper uses all these reallly descriptive words like creamy, delicious...i should have saved the wrapper to educate the masses. without telling the whole story let's just say that a few minutes later i was reading the candy bar wrapper as a porn star. big OY.

we got our new media teacher today. she was okay. she seems really full of herself. she was trying SO hard to impress us and make sure that we'd like her...it was very cute. but she seems interesting..she's totally NOT a teacher. she did a 9 month teaching course like 20 years ago. last year she taught a half year at Central Tech and a half year at Riverdale. so yay for us :-( she seems like she's going to be a hard marker and really into creativity...OY.

what else is up...i'm still contemplating the semi at school. i don't really want to go..but i kind of do just because i feel like putting on fun clothes. i've never had ANY interest in semis in my life. but we'll see.

had lea's class today. how much do i love lea? let me count the ways. i'm joking i won't count the ways. but i do LOVE lea. our new combo is to destiny's child..bugaboo..way too much fun. i got to dictate what we did in class :-) i insisted on going across the floor and doing pirouettes ... next week it will be jeters. lea is too cute. everyone come to lea's class and witness the cuteness. and that is all i have to say about lea.

what else... isn't this such a dry entry? i should put it out of its misery.

i'm off.
tonya

Journal Start Time: 9:52pm

Stuck in my head: genie in a bottle

In the cd player: Destiny's Child -- Writings on the Wall

On KISS92: i've heard this song a thousand times but don't know what it is

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes) and l'etranger by albert camus

On the tube:most likely Springer

Random Quote:

Anxiously Anticipating: the Chantal concert, buying my video and pyjamas

Craving: fried rice

What I'm Wearing: a towel and addidas flip flops(just had a quick bath)

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 5

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire

Days until my birthday (september 13):302

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 18

Journal End Time: 10:34pm

November 15, 1999

guess who's back in tha mother*u*k*n house...

well its me and i'm back in da house. i have absolutely nothing to say. i will fake my way thru this entry similarly to the way Ling fakes orgasms (you had to have watched ally). this week's ally was totally eh. nothing special at all. i hate being disappointed by television.

i really have nothing to say..this isn't fun.

i saw ART on saturday with my sister. it was okay. i had heard a lot of good things about it...but it didn't live up to the imagein my mind that i had about it. its about a guy that buys a REALLY expensive painting that is pure white. the play is basically him and his two friends getting into this huge discussion over it...its filled with symbolism and la di da. its funny but not as funny as i would have liked.

girls just wanna have fun...

my sister came home this weekend. that was fun. we hung out and stuff. she bought me the "more music from the spy who shagged me" and the destiny's child cd. both are enjoyable. i'm obsessed with this austin power's movie. i want everything austin :-) i'm mucho excited about the video release tomorrow..i'm shitting in anticipation.

hit me baby one more time....

OMG friends on thursday...rachel running into the horse. how fucking hilarious? i had it on video so i honestly watched it 50 times this weekend. not even the whole episode..just the part where rachel starts running funny and then runs into the horse. i honestly think that i'm four :-)

school is school. school concert on wednesday. should be interesting. i can barely play the violin anymore. i suck ass (j/k i could only be so lucky).

i'm too sexy...

OMG so today rehearsal was cancelled so nadeen and i went trekking on yonge street. you know how on yonge they have skanky clothing stores...well nadeen and i went into one and i tried on this great little number. it was VERY short and VERY pink. it was a halter dress so my back was completely exposed. the dress was made of i think that lame material. it was reminiscent of mimi's dress. i looked hot. if i were going to the semi i would consider investing in it. i totally needed i whip to go along with the dress though :-) if we're ever on yonge together we'll go intoo my store. if i do go to the semi i need an outfit that will shock the people i know. at school i'm totally miss conservative but funky gao girl. i need raunch. i wish i had hooker boots. i magine...me in my leopard skirt (altered to be a bit shorter) and a little black top (halter ..tube...tank) it would be way too much fun.

i remember the day in september...

laura just reminded me of my birthday and saskia calling. i'm laughing really hard. laura is leaving me to go to school and so is cow. this is NOT fun at all. i need my peeps and my homie Gs. i have a new career (and no its not a hooker)... MARKETING. i don't feel like getting too much into it. basically i decided that although i would like to be a broadcast journalist...its just my kiddie dream and would definitely not allow me to use my talent and intellect (who big group HA) to its fullest. marketing on the other hand is what i'm all about. so now we are looking at schools with a good business school. i have my eye on B.U. (boston u)...maybe Columbia...but the research hasn't really started so who knows where i might end up.

where have all the cowboys gone...

oh wait there was a reason for that heading and i don't remember why :-( i randomly have Footloose in my head eventhough i just quoted paula cole. i need to submit to the evils of footloose. is jeremy still in that show? what about stacy francis? i need to get me ass on play bill on line.

CRAZY...

okay i should go to bed. i would like to point out for obvious reasons that the millennium is only about 45 days away. this is NOT a good thing. well it is..but i need to get the plans into action :-)

okay i'm off to bed before i start a tangent about something scandalous :-)
tata
*tonya*

 

Journal Start Time: 9:54pm

Stuck in my head: Mariah Carey re-mix

In the cd player: Destiny's Child -- Writings on the Wall

On KISS92: Slave by Michie Mee

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes)

On the tube: probably Party of Five

Random Quote: if a cat is a cat and depends on a dog and the dog is a dog and depends on the cat then is the cat really a cat and is the dog really a dog? or is the cat a dog and the dog really a cat.

Anxiously Anticipating: the return of ME to lea's class, meeting this new media teacher, the chantal kreviazuk concert, the spy who shagged me on video tomorrow

Craving: fried rice

What I'm Wearing: superman t-shirt and white underwear

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 3

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire

Days until my birthday (september 13):303

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 18

Journal End Time: 11:49pm

November 12, 1999

wowee zowee it has been ages. how is everyone out there in cyberland? lol i just got that...cyberland....like in rent. haha i'm one funny mofo.

i'm currently searching the net for the mariah carey remix featuring missy elliot and da brat. hildaperv gave me the link over icq...but that would require opening icq. i'm a lazy ass i should just open that bloody program. nevermind i just found a link on the music lover site : http://welcome.to/musiclover. oy forget that....the stupid link doesn't work so now i'm opening icq. do we all know how much i HATE icq? i think that it is the root of all evil. but you can send files through it so its all good. there is a girl in my drama class who looks like mariah carey..its very very odd. damn i can't find the link and i'm too lazy to search on the web, so let's say that the crusade is over.

i'm very very hungry right now. i don't even know what i want.

just came back from babysitting. this woman is PSYCHO. she just assumes that i can babysit whenever she needs me. she always forgets to tell me when she wants me to come over..so like 2 days before she needs me she'll be like "i'm pretty sure we talked about this earlier but..." its very irritating. so today she pulled one of those on me for monday. of course i can babysit on monday..but i'm just pissed over the fact that she barely gave any notice. if going out for dinner with her girlfriends was so important she could have told me earlier. and then the same thing happened with saturday the 20th. she has to go to a Bat Mitzah and she said she got the invitation 2 months ago and that she's pretty sure she mentioned it. i of course can't go because of the Chantal Kreviazuk concert. this woman is ridiculous. do they not realize that i'm 17 and have things to do? they really do need to find a backup babysitter. i really don't understand how they've lasted 4 years without one.

i took linda garneau's class with lindsay and her friend yesterday. note for future reference...randolph fucked around with the schedule so her class starts at 7:30 instead of at 7. ryan was there..and having ryan in class always makes me happy. he is just on such a large amount of crack that its hard to NOT lose it in class with him. so linda was very enjoyable. good warm-up. a more fluid warm-up than siona's and not as technical as lea's. her warm up was about style. the highlight of the warm up was the random mambo steps while we did our battements. the big bitch were the never ending crunches. i'm pretty good at doing crunces and usually isn't one of those people that takes a rest in the middle...but i swear linda did double the amount siona does (but i'm sure its kickass for the stomach). linda is an across the floor person and we did our across the floor to CAN'T TOUCH THIS by M.C. Hammer and BUST A MOVE. how nostalgic was that for me? it was memories of being 8. ryan and i had a ball with those songs :-) hearing those songs made me want to by some old school cds second hand. linda had a very good combo (to maxwell..siona's maxwell song). i sucked absolute as at it because i wasn't into being all technial last night. it wasn't really a hard combo at all but i totally wasn't feeling the vibe. linda the person was also very fun. my ROTFLMAO moment was linda quoting siona like siona is some sort of prophet. siona has this thing where before you dance she tells you to "tell us your story." and linda was like as siona always says "tell us your story." so tonya was muy amused. speaking of siona...she made a cameo appearance in our class by expressing her love for linda. wow this is a long dance paragraph....i haven't done one of these in ages. linda the teacher was good. i've noticed that many teachers (well siona and lea) tend to not give advice to first timers in their class..but linda was the opposite which was muy cool for me. what else is there to say about ms. garneau...she rocked. tis all. we will be returning to her class every once in a while.

wow. i just went to the bathroom and it felt REALLY good. nothing beats having a really good pee. i'm not saying that to be crude or anything...but its so true. sometimes after peeing i feel 20 pounds lighter. and it clears my mind and makes me think better. i have to remember to pee before tests :-)

fran aka my sister is coming home tomorrow. we are seeing ART and going to the American University Fair. it should be fun stuff. ohhh it would be soooooo sweet if we go to Thai Majic for dinner. i LOVE that place..such yummy food. but we'll see what happens.

this is the heartbreak hotel.

school has been fun. stressful but fun. today was the LONGEST day ever. my morning felt like the whole day had gone by already. i had french...which i dread because the teacher is WAY too intimidating. then economics which i love. i got a fucking 68% on my test...not good at all. but my average in the class is still an A...barely and A but still an A. we're having a quiz on tuesday so i need to redeem myself. i had THE biggest retard moment in that class today. she had all of our ISU binders in a cupboard and we had to get them out. i couldn't REALLY remember what color my binder was but i thought it was either blue or green. so i look at all the green and blue binders and none of them are mine. so i'm like ms. gotsis you lost mine. she was like noooo i didn't check again and if its not there then we'll go downstairs. then i'm like maybe my binder is purple. nope. then i sit down and elvira is like maybe it fell behind the other binders. so i take gotsis' keys and then i remember that my binder is TEAL and that it was there all along. elvira and i were on the floor laughing...mainly because it was such a retard moment. speaking of retarded moments...elvira, kristin and i were at church and wellesley waiting for the light to change. so we're standing there and i'm stomping my right foot really hard on the sidewalk..kind of like a horse. i look down and realize what i was doing and i just shouted "what the fuck am i doing stamping my foot like a retard?" it has been a long day.

i'm supposed to mention laura because i haven't in a while. i haven't spoken to laura ALL day. where is she? laura laura laura.

BSB concert was last night. it was hilarious...all these chics on the news saying that they spent like $200 and $250 on tickets. that is pure sickness. that is way too much to spend on tickets IMO. the most you could have gotten me to spend would have been $100 and that would be last resort. i had friends who had 2nd row seats..how kickass is that? if i could drive i would drive to ottawa to see them :-)

okay i should be off now:-)
tonya

 

Journal Start Time: 10:21pm

Stuck in my head: criminal by fiona apple

In the cd player: Whitney Houston

On KISS92: Blue (how much do i HATE that song?)

Strewn on the couch: 'Tis by Frank McCourt (think Angela's Ashes)

On the tube: j'ai aucun idee

Random Quote: (me trying to sell chris a fleece jacket)
T: chris, i'm sure you can afford a $50 fleece jacket
C: do you take food stamps?
T: can i trade them in for money?
C: no
T: well then NO
C: how about sexual favours?
T: of course not...actually i'll get back to you on that one

Anxiously Anticipating:
seeing ART, the american university fair, siona and dancing to genie in a bottle, chantal kreviazuk concert

Craving: ANY food

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 2

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire

Days until my birthday (september 13):306

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 21

Journal End Time: 11:18pm

November 9, 1999

i've been busy with a capitol B. i swear sooooooo much to get done all the time. i had 3 tests in 2 days. i know that that isn't THAT much but they were for important classes... bio, economics and math. plus various ISU progress things to get done and GAC and play stuff...one big oy. i remembered today that i had 200 pages left to read of that Amy Tan book by wednesday night so that i could write journal entries about them. but i'm a good girl so i read about 120 pages so its all good.

woohooo i just made a dancing date with lindsay turtle for thursday. we're off to linda garneau's jazz1 @ 7. i'm not allowed to like her class too much because i can't fit it into my rotation :) its so frustrating having a different teacher sometimes becase you have to get used to their warm up and their energy and stuff. but we shall see.

oy fucking vey. we are losing my media teacher mr. reed :-( he's giving up his afternoon classes in order to help run this program for aboriginal youth. this does NOT make me happy at all. so now they've hired this new chic. apparently she works or worked at the CBC on that W5 show as producer and she's a director or something as well. funny though...in mr. reed's description of her he didn't really mention her teaching experience. but apparently she HAS taught before which is always a plus. she's supposed to be young and blond and nice...but nice is such a subjective term. we are not very happy about losing mr. reed at all. he is easily one of the best teachers in our school.

i'm obsessed with ally mcbeal. i've decided that ally is THE best character on television right now and ally mcbeal is quite possibly the best show on tv. has anyone else noticed the fact that the show is very much sexually driven this season? OMG funniest moment...richard fish making all the guys at the meeting yell that "they want their penis back." i would just like to say that i fell off the couch and was rolling around on the floor. i love shows that make you do that. and all ally wanted was a penis when she saw the guy at the car wash. the show was cracking me up endlessly. i taped it last night so that i could watch it tonight and it was a very ncie way to start off the evening. i'm an ally whore.

okay what else is up... i love aishlinn. she sent me mail. made me waaaaaaaaaaay too happy today.

lisa cow i'm stalking your cousins. i've ran into a member of that family probably the past 3 times i've gone babysitting. and i don't know if i'm supposed to say hi or what. its very strange. and i would just like to say that miranda is so freaking adorable. also lisa cow i called you this morning at 7:38 or something because your stupid chicago cows were on the today show and i thought you would have liked to know. wow this is really an e-mail...but suffer through it because its my journal and i can do whatever my heart so well pleases.

i'm belting along with Les Miz once again. i love me some les miz. on my own is such a good belting song. so pretty. i need to see that show again. in drama class on monday i kept on bursting into random songs from Annie...i think i was annoying my group.

ricky just started yelling at me for now updating :-( but now he's sweet talking me so its all good.

i could say about a thousand really funny stories now but i won't. i'll save them for a slow day. but i enjoy my random quote. i spend a good 30 minutes everyday telling that girl to have sex. if she does i'll find it way too amusing, only because i would have peer pressured her into it. oy i'm evil.

OMG in jennpease's journal she wrote that her boobs are shrinking. as i was walking through the halls at school the other day my cups were feeling a little bit room. there wasn't that normal snug feeling. not that i'd mind losing weight there or anything...smaller boobs are better for fashion. it opens soooooo many doors for what to wear in the summer and you don't look as skanky in tank tops and stuff. and wow i just wrote a whole paragraph about my boobs. i think i'll stop that one right now.

okay now i'm off.
tonya (o ye of shrinking chest)

Journal Start Time: 11:26pm

Stuck in my head: man i feel like a woman and tomorrow from annie

In the cd player: Les Miz (one more day i'm on my own)

On KISS92: Ice Cream by the divine miss sarah :-)

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i lie i'm not reading that) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan(must finish by wednesday)

On the tube:Letterman

Random Quote: "i need you to have sex. i need SOMEONE to live vicariously through."
-- me peer pressuring my friend into having sex with her boyfriend this weekend in montreal :-)

Anxiously Anticipating:linda garneau's class, the weekend, MARY & BRANDI, no homework, pay day, university fair

Craving: a bagel

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 1 (quelle shock)

Link Me Baby One More Time: who wants to be a millionaire

Days until my birthday (september 13):309

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 24

Journal End Time: 11:58pm

November 7, 1999

well well well where to start? last night was press' b-day party. it was fun fun stuff. i think rent/school people parties are hilarious. its always half of the room is school people and then the other half is rent people. no interaction at all. it was fun stuff. at this moment i can't remember what we did at all...oh yeah alice had big boobs (long story) and press got the BSB cd which made MY day. but i had mucho fun and a half.

saturday was all about shopping. first it was off to Hazleton Lanes to go to GAP and Jacob. we were in search of a hat, scary and gloves. jacob had NOTHING at all so we went to GAP. i got this really nice 'n' cute fleecy set. its gray and sooooo warm. i'm loving it off. so my mom bought me that. then i spotted this turtleneck sweater thing. its black with 2 white stripes down each sleeve. it looked sooooooo good on me i HAD to buy it. i dont even wear turtlenecks usually because i'm completely afraid of them. but this one looked so good that i couldn't help myself. i SO shouldn't have because it cost so much money ($62.10) that i should have been saving. but sometimes you have just got to spend. then we went around looking for boots. i hate boot shopping. i found a nice pair at Roots so we might buy those later. then i went to south pacific where EVERYTHING is half off. there close are already cheap (shirts for 15 and 20) so half off rocked. i was a very happy shopper yesterday. i ran into rachael on bloor. i forgot that i hadn't seen her in a long time until she mentioned it...oops.

i've been studying like a bitch for my freaking bio test on monday that i JUST found out about on friday. not a good thing. its on the endocrine system hopefully i'll do well. i know about diabetes and thryodism...but i cannot figure out the control loops at all :-( then i have a math test on monday and economics on tuesday. oy. i'll be as tired as a whore after a shriners convention.

i love les miz soooooo much. these chicks sing so HIGH. i have to seriously drop the octave to sing. i'm listening to On My Own now. I Dreamed a Dream is the best song i think. that damn musical is so sad. ohhhh i'd like to be one of those "lovely ladies."

i'm going to go dancing today. shake my groove thang.

speaking of grooves i did receive and answer about my question regarding grooves and purtrusions. i was telling laura about it and i couldn't remember what the e-mail said so i said that lesbian sex involved purtrusions such as toes...but it turned out that the e-mail didnt mention toes at all....oops. i was totally picturing girls going at it with their toes...how funny is that?

i reallly want to go to NYC. i'm now in THE biggest Les Miz mood. i miss that show..its so freaking triumphant. the end is so beautiful.... kind of like Finale B in rent but the end of les miz is better i think. OMG rent i havent' listened to the whole show in soooo long. OMG i'm putting in a canadian bootleg i think. but i hate tapes because you have to fast forward. OMG fantine is dying this is so sad. oh rent is on now. fun stuff.

hey speaking of RENT...damian was on family matters this morning. i was sleeping and my mom is like damian is on tv...so i'm thinking wtf?? i was hoping it was for AIDA...but it wasn't :-(

how do document real life when real life's getting more like fiction each day?

should be on my way i have to get ready for dance. tata for now.
tonya

 

Journal Start Time: 9:28am

Stuck in my head: the mariah carey remix (sooooo good)

In the cd player: Les Miz (one more day i'm on my own)

On KISS92: Willenium

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube:Meet The Press

Random Quote: no quote

Anxiously Anticipating:
nothing really

Craving: pizza and coke

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 4-1

Link Me Baby One More Time: the return of Lauren's journal

Days until my birthday (september 13):311

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 26

Journal End Time: 10:12am

November 5, 1999

i'm obsessed with the Mariah Carey heartbreaker remix with MISSY and da brat. its soooo much fun.. its better than the normal version. this one makes me want to shake my booty. i think Kiss should start playing that track alot. maybe i need to find the mp3 for it so i can jam night and day. ohhhhh i like htis vivrant thang song to. yay q-tip. tonya is on her ghetto vibes again. i hate when lame people use the word ghetto...it just sounds wrong.

OMG waiting for tonight by jenifer lopez in SPANISH. this is making me WAY too happy. holy this rocks.

okay my day.

we'll work backwards. just came back from babysitting. nothing fun at all. christine and i played memory and i KICKER HER ASS. i always do its fun. she is too competitive and needs to learn how to lose. so i put her in her place.

went to dance. siona felt up everyones ass. just a little strange. i'm not joking she really did feel up everyones ass. we were all on the ground with our legs over our heads and she would come around and grab our ass and make sure we wre in the right position. how kinky is that? all i could do for not bursting out laughing. she was also very much the retard today. she couldnt' count at all and kept on getting numbers confused. i had a retardo class so we will just forget about it.

school was busy as hell. awards assembly. class. class. leave class early to set up barbecue. carry pop. buy donuts. sell sell sell. class class. it was a looooong day. it was gobblefest 99 which is this bbq student council organized. it rocked. these guys from my school dj-ed (and played the remix), there was food...it rocked. it was very much the fun experience yay jarvis.

this entry sucks.

deborah cox remix is making my life very happy these days too. loving it off.

OMG random thought of the day. lesbian sex. how does THAT work. i was on the bus today and thinking about it. okay so gay sex makes perfect sense. there are pieces to fit together. but with girls what fits? lets use the puzzle comparison. so the puzzle pieces has a groove and purtrusion. so you can fit a purtrusion into a groove. guys have one of each. girls just have to grooves. so in each groove can fit a purtrusion but you can't fit a groove into a groove. do you guys catch my drift? i think i need someone to explain this to me.

i think there was another random thought but i don't remember what. i'm sure it was funny and random.

i'm so distracted talking to many people on IM.

OMG jenifer aubry oy vey. so she sends out this mass e-mail to all the "rentheads" practically begging for money. not practically.she was ACTUALLY begging for money. shew ants to continue her trip and needs money. she even had the nerve to tell us to ask a hundred people for a dollar and send it to her. god forbid there is some homeless man who's gonig to die this winter cause he has no shelter or a decent sleeping bag... lets send our money to a struggling artist who is panhandling across the continent. sorry had to get that out..it seriously pissed me off. it must take a lot of nerve to ask ... oy pissed me off. i'll stop talking about that now.

okay what else is up? something else i had to discuss... oh yeah. today is my disappointed in humanity day today. i don't remember HOW it started at all. i probably read something that made me soooo sick. actually it was a combination of thigns i read. human nature is just so icky. i don't feel like getting into this at all. so i won't. i think i'll have a general over all statement: i'm disappointed in soooo many people.

okay i'm off off and away.
tonya :-)

Journal Start Time: 10:26PM

Stuck in my head: the mariah carey remix (sooooo good)

In the cd player: jay-z

On KISS92: i dunno what this is

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube:jerry springer?

Random Quote: no quote

Anxiously Anticipating:getting my gazillion and one tests over with

Craving: more girl guide coookies and JUICE

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 4

Link Me Baby One More Time: someone finally updated

Days until my birthday (september 13):313

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 28

Journal End Time: 11:43pm

November 3, 1999

yo yo yo i'm back in da house :-) first of all i'd like to say HI to ricky who loves reading my journal and thinks that i'm hilarious :-) (oooooo baby the ego stroking feels gooood). yes so that is that.

home from school today. cramps :-( but they're gone now. so now i'm just home. i'm SO going to almost fail this drama unit. this is my second class that i've missed and she takes off marks for not being there. hopefully i will get perfects in the other areas of the evaluation so that i will still end up with 90ish for my workshop mark. performance is a whole other area. i'm totally not feeling the vibe of my character. i'll explain the scene we're doing another day because i'm lazy right now.

if you wanna be with me/ baby there's a price to pay/ i'm a genie in a bottle/ you gotta rub me the right way/ if you wanna be with me/ i can make your wish come true/ you've gotta make a good impression i gotta like what you do/

sorry random cristina aguliera. i don't even like that song. and how are they still playing that song? they've been playing it since summer because its on my boston mix tape.

ohhh bsb (that's backstreet boys for all you non-hipsters) is now on. pardon me while i sing to myself.

yesterday was parent teacher interview day. fun stuff as always. i discovered that my math mark is a lot higher than i thought it was. 89% baby. when was the last time i had THAT in math? probably grade 10..definitely NOT last year aka the let's slack off year.so i'm a happy camper about that. i love my math teacher he rocks. we didn't have an appointment with him but i saw him in a room and yelled in "hey mr arden tell my mom how much of a wonderful student i am and what i joy i am to have in class." (me full of myelf...never). so then he invted us in and showed my mom my marks. all under control. other highlight would be economics. i LOVE my economics teacher...she amuses me to no end.

woohoo i'm in the middle of a backstreet boys TWO in a row.

sorry. economics. 87% baby...i always calculate my marks wrong but at least i'm pleasantly surprised. our class average in economics is 65%. is that a normal thing for an oac class? 65% sounds like a low average for an oac class...aren't people supposed to be working hard so that they can submit good marks to universities. i dunno maybe its just me. i found out my economics teachers name is Anastasia Gotsis. the name anastasia always makes me smile because of stacy in the babysitters club.

my fookin internet connection isn't working. dsam myna. OMG everyone remember dsam? i forgot about that word until today and i think i've used it 3 times so far. dsam dsam dsam. sorry randomness. i hate not having an internet connection. i've really got to get on and research for my french ISU because i have a progress conference tomorrow...like i've made any progress. do i even have a fookin thesis? no. and i have a character thing to write for drama. oy i hate school. i lie i don't. at least i'm not babysitting tonight...that always helps.

OMG annoying babysitting story. last night jan gets home at around 9 and is like let me call (jerry) and see if he is leaving soon and if he is then we can just wait for him to give you a ride instead of calling a taxi. so i was like cool. so she calls at 9:15 and the secretary says he's gone. fine. so i discover that that movie Hallowe'en H2O or whatever its called (the one with jamie lee curtis, LL cool J and that chic from dawson's creek) is on TMN. so i 'm watching oblivious to time. so its like 10 and jerry is STILL not home. then jan looks at the calendar and realizes that he's a t a fookin raptors game. so then we call a taxi and i swear the line was busy for a good 20 minutes. it was pain. to make a long story a little longer i didn't get home until about 10:43pm when i could have been home A LOT earlier. and what was up with that crazy fuck of weather last night? and the snow this morning? oy.

i'm wearing a winter hat for NO good reason at all. i'm sitting in front of my computer in my superman shirt (complete with little holes), red shorts and a beige winter hat. oh yeah and i'm sitting beside a bowl of soup that i endearingly refer to as Gina the bowl of soup from Catilina.

last night i watched Will and Grace which i'v never watched. it was hilarious. grace has small boobs so her friend made her buy this bra that is filled with water to make her boobs look bigger but still maintain a natural "jiggliness" because of the water. so she's at this big art exhibit and her friend gets her broach stuck on her sweater and so grace starts SPURTING water EVERYWHERE. i was laughing hysterically.

man i feel like a woman.

i need a new bank book. both of mine are full to the brim. i hate going to the bank though. maybe i'll do that now because i have to go to the library to pick up some books that i ordered about the cannes film festival.

stupid connection is STILL not working. i think i'll restart my computer.

ciao ciao
tonya

Journal Start Time: 1:32PM

Stuck in my head: i'm too sexy

In the cd player: brandy

On KISS92: cristina aguliera

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube:some soap opera i'm sure

Random Quote: "what i need is a good defense/ cause im' feeling like a criminal/ and i need to feel redeemed to the one i've sinned against/ cause he's all i've ever know of love"
-- Fiona Apple - criminal

Anxiously Anticipating: saturday

Craving: pizza

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: none (quelle shock..its cause i'm still in Pjs BUT i was going to wear 2 things)

Link Me Baby One More Time: someone finally updated

Days until my birthday (september 13):315

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 30

Journal End Time: 12:11am

November 1, 1999

hello hello. i'm being stalked by Myriah Carey..its kind of scary actually. EVERYTIME i turn on Kiss she's on. it's frightening.

i'm feeling kind of guilty right now. i find that i'm not caring a whole lot that it's *november 1st.* maybe it's just overkill or something. we've all been talking about how psycho it is that it's been a year since we were all in vancouver. maybe it's O.J. syndrome (interesting for the first five minutes but turns dry after that). anyhoo that is where i stand.

OMG how was that NOT the FUNNIEST ALLY McBEAL EVER??? i was laughing HYSTERICALLY the whole time. it was very clever and sexually driven which always makes things a lot funnier. basically Ling is going through this i love girls phase and decides to hit on ally. we love ling she is ALWAYS amusing. so her and ally kiss...now that was kinkiness with a capital K. its so progressive to see a same sex couple "go at it" on television. okay so nell's big fantasy is to be spanked...while she is telling this to kinky ling, biscuit over hears and makes a mental note. this is so not as funny as it was on tv :-( but anyhoo..at one point he makes nell bend over and he spanks her with the hairbrush and she has a fit. i was laughing like a maniac and i still am..its sick. okay everyone just trust me that it was THE best ally ever. it was all about sex, raunch and kinkiness.

okay what else to talk about?

party of five....whatever. sick of bailey being obsessed with sarah. sick of julia and mr. writer man. sick of claudia going out with her friend's boyfriend. sick of charlie and kirsten wanting kids. i need some more angst in that show. i think something BIG needs to happen. maybe bailey should be an alcoholic again and turn claudia into one. or maybe owen should become the daddy mack of his grade 1 class and hit on his teacher. ohhhh maybe some incest....julia and bailey...they are both pretty unstable..maybe they need to get it on. OMG julia and kirsten. OMG julia, kirsten AND bailey. now that is supreme kinkiness. didnt' the salingers used to have a dog? i never see that dog anymore. if he is still alive then he is a definite possibility.

i'm sure there are other things happening in my life OTHER than television..but they escape me as of now.

i hate being away from school. i had soooooo many teachrs to talk to today and get stuff organized with. pure frustration. i had to go to school 30 mins. early to go and find people. not fun.

i'm not in the mood to write anymore.

OMG i'm honestly ROTFLMAO. hannah and are i talking and she's asking this boy to show me his penis...and we cannot think of the proper term to address it as. like do you call it a penis...a dick...what the heck is it? side note...don't worry no penis viewing here...we are just playing around. omg i haven't laughed this hard in about ten years..maybe eleven. oy i need to stop....imported shit...now THAT is classy.

okay i need to go before i break somethign from laughing so hard.

tata

tonya

 

Journal Start Time: 11:09m

Stuck in my head: criminal by fiona apple

In the cd player: fiona apple

On KISS92: Myriah

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube:i dunno but ally was fucking hilarious

Random Quote: i think that this section gets to be a hommage to hannah and cow who are amusing me to no end right now

Anxiously Anticipating: i don't know..i really don't know...hannah coming to T.O. with her "friend"

Craving: let's not go there

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 2

Link Me Baby One More Time: i'm laughin so hard i can't do anything else i'm sorry

Days until my birthday (september 13):317

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 32

Journal End Time: 12:11am

October 31, 1999

HAPPY HALLOWE'EN

i'm so loving Deborah Cox right now. that nobody's supposed to be here song is off the wall. its such a crooning song. i feel like belting...and believe me i am. it makes me think of the kick ass-ness that was Lilith Fair this year. i had an AMAZING time. damn miss sarah and her discontinuation of lilith :-( let's take a moment... oy now that Michie Mee song (slave) is on. its kind of fun... has that rocky beat to it which makes it kind of cool.

i have sex on the brain...literally. hehe no penis journal folks. i'm making my groups fact sheet for OAC1 and its about Sex in the wars be timothy findley. and NO i didn't choose the topic..i think that nadeen and marcela chose it. but nonetheless its fun stuff. i mean don't we all want to sit down and find EVERYpage reference on masturbation in a novel..i know its my lifelong dream (and for all you pervs out their please pick up on the sarcasm). on page 15 robert the main character is masturbating (fucking his pillow) while he is supposed to be watching his disabled sister. poor girl falls of her chair and dies because her bro was jacking off (i think that synonyms for masturbation are hilarious...i should find a list and publish it).

ohhh brandy is on kiss now. have you ever... i love that song. well i dont really love it but its fun to sing. its a "pretty" song. now brandy is one weird chic. but we won't get into that today. OMG OMG random urge to watch Moesha. when is that show on???

ohhh now sarah is on.... "i'm so tired but i can't sleep/standing on the edge of someting much too deep" that is one of my favourite quotes i think.

can i get a what what?

my neck is better thank you very much for asking. thank you everyone for your phone calls and words of support (sense the sarcasm). oh i'm just joking around. it was a terrible ordeal with this whole neck thing. it was painful and my shoulders would get sore. and i couldn't move my neck. i dind't go to school on friday either :-( i missed 12 classes in total which isn't good at all. tomorrow i have to go to school early and talk to about a gazillion and one teachers and hand in missed assignments and all that jazz.

where is miss laura? she is not online nor is she at home. that isn't good at all. i neeeeed to talk to laura. well not really but let's pretend that i do.

jennpease was in town but i didn't get to see her :-( too damn bad. i should link her once her journal gets up again.

okay i'm off. should i go dancing tomorrow? i dunno. trying to decide. i went today and it felt like i hadn't been in weeks (really since tuesday). i couldn't do any head rolls because my neck is still a bit stiff :-( siona was very siona-ish as usual. retardo sunday class was still very much retardo. i'm still questioning why i go... oh well what can ya do. i really should pick up ballet again but that involves buying ballet shoes and something cute and classical outfit wise. and what level ballet would i do? pre-ballet is probably too easy...maybe same with ballet1 (but i haven't done ballet in years)...damn randolph for no ballet2 because i'm NOT going to ballet3 (i need to build up ballet confidence again). wow i totally just typed my entire train of thought...craziness.

okay i'm really off now. i need love people call me. if i don't answer don't feel offended...i'm probably doing lots of work..but just knowing that you called makes me happy. i want one of those 1-888 voice mail things. i'm going to research into that.

tonya

 

Journal Start Time: 7:44pm

Stuck in my head: Les FREAKING Miz

In the cd player: Brandy -- Never Say never

On KISS92: Deborah Cox

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: getting ready for TBAA (touched by an angel)

Random Quote: "have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry/ have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night/ have you ever tried to find the words but they dont' come out right/have you ever, have you ever" -- sorry random brandy and NO it does not apply to my life so don't think i'm trying to be all mysterious and poetic

Anxiously Anticipating: nothing right now...ohhh this weekend for sure

Craving: coke (liquid not powder)

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 3

Link Me Baby One More Time: if brandy had a site i'd link you

Days until my birthday (september 13):318

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 33

Journal End Time: 8:11pm

October 28, 1999

and why am i home today you all must be anxious to know. oh please try and contain yourselves. i hurt my neck. so now i've been walking around with my head tilted to the right. i went to school for the morning yesterday and couldn't take it anymore so i came home. then my mom and i spent about 2 hours trying to see a doctor at various walk-in clinics around st. clair and dufferin (my doctor doesn't work on wednesdays). finally i saw a doctor who sent me to a physiotherapist. so today at 3:30pm i have to go to phsyio. the left side of my neck has a knot in it the size of a golf ball. i'm not a happpy camper. but my mom bought me McDonald's yesterday and offered me McDonald's today but i said no :-)

yesterday in the midst of my neck spasms i had to babysit. can we just say Oy with a capital O? Jan was out of town and the father was at work so i had to pick them up from the sitters (committed to this AGES ago). so basically i couldn't' back out because a.) i didn't know who to call and b.)i would feel bad because it would but them in a HUGE sitterless situation. so i babysat. laura was adorable (little laura, although big laura is adorable in her own way). she kept on asking me to pick her up and i'd say "what did we talk about before" and she'd say "neck hurt." so i didn't pick her up at all that evening. then she decided that HER neck hurt as well and that she wanted pills like me. too cute. my mom was talking to her on the phone and she was telling laura to give her halloween candy. laura said she would but "not yet." how cute is that..she said not yet. awww children.

so that is my adventure that was yesterday. now i'm here doing my journal and desperatly trying to finish my magazine deconstruction for media on VIBE. i don't normally read Vibe, except for when i'm at the salon...i don't think i like Vibe that much. but we'll talk about that another day.

i REALLY want to go shopping. i want a peacoat from GAP if they have them and other stuff. i'm trying to figure out if i can afford to shop. i sent a check to BMG so they have to cash that. i stiill have a lot of dance classes left on my dance card so that is under control. we'll see what happens. i always randomly go shopping and spend more money than i should have and then i curse myself for being a dumb ass. OMG i want chinese food.

ohhhhhh jennifer lopez or as Vibe calls her Jenny Lo-Lo...is on kiss92...if you had my love. awww i haven't heard this in awhile. i'm trying to figure out if i still like it. it has sentimental value. well not really...i was just obsessed with this for a while. i'm not obsessed with anything right now...stange isn't it? i need an obsession. you can tell i'm mucho busy when i'm not obsessed with anything...i'm obsessed with school :-) i'm joking people but i'm ALWAYS in school it feels like.

my sis is in london. she went with her fried from Georgia and they are seeing Les miz. don't worry they didn't go to specifically see Les Miz. her friend wanted to either see Phantom or Les miz. my sister and i concluded that maybe its because she's from georgia and probably hasnt' heard of too many plays :-)

oh its a doubel header...jennifer lopez X 2. nice. waiting for tonight. such a terrible song but it has a good beat that you can dance to. and now back to you dick clark. oy i feel like i'm on american bandstand.

i want to check the mail but that involves getting dressed (don't worry pervs i'm not naked..but i'm just in a big t-shirt and underwear). then i have to go upstairs and check the mail. then if there's nothing in the mail then it was a waste of a trip upstairs. eh maybe i will check. brb.

yeah so complete waste of time. two flyers. that is so dry. maybe the mail man didn't come just yet. we'll see later.

okay so now i'll go.

ciao ciao

tonya

Journal Start Time: 11:17am

Stuck in my head: i don't know what it's called but it goes like this "nigga what's my motherfuckin' name? jigga" or something like that... i'm assuming it's by jay-Z (cause of the jigga reference) but who knows

In the cd player: Chicago (1975 recording)

On KISS92: Michie Mee -- Slave

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: probably some talk show

Random Quote: "what the heck is wrong with you?" about a million and one people yesterday

Anxiously Anticipating: checking the mail

Craving: greasy pizza

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: none, i'm in my PJs

Link Me Baby One More Time: press' journal

Days until my birthday (september 13):321

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 36

Journal End Time: 11:46am

October 26, 1999

yo yo yo crazy chicas. its da cool cat in da cribb and ready for some action. eh not really, i'm just being a little kooky.

first let's start out by mentioning that in 2 days will be the one year anniversary of the "Vancouver Trip." how can it be one year already? this time last year i had my sugar mountain candy all bought, my suitcase packed, and my mimi bear ready and waiting to go on the flight :-) oy the mimi bear...now that was a burst of creative lunacy. for all of you who don't know what that is about.... canadian cast of RENT closed in vancouver on nov. 1st. about 15 of us flew over to see it close. i made a mimi bear for our mimi aka Saskia Garel who also happened to be my favourite cast member. and that is the story in short.

oy. yesterday in play rehearsal Nadeen decided to tell every single person involved in the production that i'm a Closet Perv. what up with that? we were going around the circle and had to say something about ourselves and Nadeen decided to announce that. its funny because school people don't read my journal, and i'm not that crazy when i' maround school people..so i don't know where they get these ideas from. on a side note: did you know that oral sex is banned in Utah?

i saw the Beauty Queen of Leenane. ITS WAS HILARIOUS. if you are in the mood to see a play soon go see this. i was laughing sooo hard. its very clever and funny and twisted and dark. in a nutshell (help help i'm in a nutshell). its about an irish mother and her daughter who get on each other's nerves sooooo bad. the mother is about 70 and very demanding and bossy. the daughter is about 40 and doesn't have a boyfriend and still lives at home with her mother. there is ALOT of bickering. i came home speaking in an irish accent. highly recommended.

tonight did the dancing thing with lea. she is losing her mind i tell you. she was off the wall on some cheap ass crack. she has been harassing me endlessly let me tell you. every 2 minutes she'd randomly just say my name or she'd give me something extra to do in our exercises. and during our dance she added in this move where you circle your knees just for me ;-) love me some lea....well love me some lea and some cary but in two VERY VERY VERY different ways :-)

okay so what else to talk about...i'm tired. very tired. tired and busy. i'm always doing something. i don't have time to do nothing. that frustrates me slightly. today i woke up. went to school. had strings at lunch. did more school. play rehearsal after school. dance lesson after that. followed by babysitting. i think i just need a lazy day just for schlepping around. but that won'thappen anytime soon just because there is always something to do. on the plus side my interim report was straight As thankyouverymuch. but interim means diddly squat..but it still looks good.

i'm frustrated by French class. my teacher is a bitch of a marker. but now i know that i've really got to get my ass in gear in that class. so it will be a fun year. tomorrow i have a UJAMAA meeting after school. its going to be fun because i'll know everyone on the council and they're all really cool and fun so its all good.

late start tomorrow morning. class at 10. pure sweetness let me tell you.

what else is there to say? hilary signed my guestbook which was sweet. i haven't seen max in about an eternity. i saw cow the other day. dani i have not seen since my b-day. lots of people i have not seen or spoken to in about several eternities.

i should go and be productive.

ciao caio

tonya

 

Journal Start Time: 9:45pm

Stuck in my head: Crazy by that spears chic

In the cd player: Missy Elliot

On KISS92: Michie Mee -- Slave

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: Party of Five

Random Quote: Laurula1: "there's a lump in me complan" -- from the Beauty Queen of Leenane

Anxiously Anticipating: a moment to just sit down and breathe without any meetings or commitees to think about.

Craving: greasy pizza

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 2

Link Me Baby One More Time: press' journal

Days until my birthday (september 13):323

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 38

Journal End Time: 10:21pm

October 25, 1999

oy first off all i heard that last night jennpease shut down her journal. this is almost as tramautizing as when Cybermelli shut down hers. now how am i supposed to know what is up in the world of Jennpease? oy not a good way to start off the week :-(

congrats to lauren who did or is doing macbeth with the same company that she worked with last year. yay lauren.

i saw American Beauty this weekend. very fucked up movie. enjoyable but fucked. its main theme was about beauty and image and stuff. it raised a lot of interesting questions and totally made me think at the end. kevin spacey rocked. he had me on the floor laughing at many times. some parts were sick...like the whole storyline about his teenaged daughters friend seducing him. but otherwise good good movie. i recommend it.

oy saturday night i was supposed to babysit until like 11. so i rented I Still Know What You Did Last Summer, because a. i hadn't seen it and b. i decided that i wanted to freak myself out a bit while i'm stuck in a house by myself with 3 cats. so i'm watching the movie and talking to max and this person was getting hooked by the guy in the raincoat and i hear the door open and a knock. i almost shat in my pants. turned out that the parents decided to leave early. the freaked me out so bad my heart was racing.

hmmm what else is up in my ever interesting world? i was supposed to see best man yesterday. my mom and my sister were supposed to meet and then meet me uptown. but they didn't meet and i ended up meeting my mom by accident so nothing worked out. not very good.

has anyone heard this "blue" song on Kiss before? its annoying me soooo much.

um seeing Beauty Queen tonight. its supposed to be wonderful. so i'm beaucoup excited for that. i'm going straight after play rehearsal though so i'll be all schleppy. but its pwyc so i'm a happy chica.

my journal is so dry today.

i bought a bra this weekend and it feels soooo good. its by wonderbra and its called "satin caress" or something like that. doesn't that name sound so dirty. satin caress. we are talking about a bra for chrissakes. i don't want any bra 'caressing' me. i'm actually wearing it right now. i've got to get another one.

i got the pictures of laura and christine back so i'll scan them for you all to see.

ciao ciao

tonya

Journal Start Time: 7:23am

Stuck in my head: that thing

In the cd player: lauryn hill

On KISS92: Larger Than Life by BSB

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm no longer progressing) AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: The Today Show

Random Quote: Laurula1: Tonya you are getting horny cause nat is dying her heair red?! (Laura to me on IM getting a message that Nat sent her very much confused)

Anxiously Anticipating: beauty queen of leenane

Craving: greasy pizza

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 3

Link Me Baby One More Time: press' journal

Days until my birthday (september 13):324

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 39

October 21, 1999

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH :-) yes the ever cool Hannah banana aka bananamute aka banana in a cage turned 17 today. woohoo.

um let's talk. but about what? oy i'm frustrated by media. i have not gotten anything over 83% this year. sure its only 2 assignments (80 and 83) but still. i'm frustrated. i thought i did soooo well on my last essay but i guess not. and its these tiny stupid little things that he take marks off. so i'm not the happiest camper at the moment.

i have to babysit soon and i'm starving. i could eat horse.

oy i must be ovulating... the right side of my stomach was acting all funny yesterday. and i'm glad to share that.

i'm normally in a good mood...but today i think i may actually be in a foul mood. i'm just really really bored. not of anything in particular but everything in general. i'm just sick of *routine*. i mean every morning i wake up go to school. have 3 classes. then most likely at lunch have some meeting. go to 2 more classes. and then afterschool probably have another meeting. then its off to home. then off to babysitting or dance and sometimes even babysitting AND dance. i need some spice in my life. i think i'm sick of being little.i really should have fast tracked. i really really want to go away to school next year, but its too late. actually its not even that i want to go away to school...its more that i need a new experience. oy i dunno. so that was me on a mild version of a tangent.

anyhoo.... nothing to interesting is happening at the moment. i spent almost all of my lunch trying to get prices on our GAC clothign sale. then i hade like 15 mins. to RUN to church and wellesly to buy some lunch and get back to school. by the time i got back i had 5mins to INHALE my pizza. i felt so nauseous after.

i think i'm totally just trying to fill space because i have NOTHING to say. the interhnet is boring me shitless. i should really get off. i think i'll go look for george clooney websites beause i'm very much obsessed with him today :-)

ttyl

tonya

Journal Start Time: 4:25pmm

Stuck in my head: some BNL song

In the cd player: mary j.

On KISS92: Heartbreaker by Myriah

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing) AND The Wars by Timothy Findley AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: Rosie

Random Quote: Laurula1: Tonya you are getting horny cause nat is dying her heair red?! (Laura to me on IM getting a message that Nat sent her very much confused)

Anxiously Anticipating: eh nothing

Craving: seeing a movie, and some George Clooney vibes

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 1 (quelle shock)

Link Me Baby One More Time: watch the hamsters dance

Days until my birthday (september 13):328

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 43

Journal end time: 4:54pm

October 20, 1999

grace a dieu for this late start thing. every wednesday my school starts at 10 for the grades 10-oac. i'm loving it soooo much. i have these terrible sleeping patterns. i'll go to bed at a nice normal time then my body will wake me up at 6. then from about 6 until 7:30 i'll be in and out of this stupid sleep where i'm half awake. so i bascially have to just lie in bed and sleep. i could fully get up and do homework but i'm not that motivated :-)

i have not spoken to laura in about a centurary and a half.

saskia is in a commercial for pontiac. basically there is a car and its going really really fast and trying to hit this guy. the car skids to a stop. the door opens. and by geroge its saskia :-)

OMG kiss is playing what's my name? by Snoop Doggy Dogg. that's crack ass. i'm laughing really hard.

ohhhh went dancing yesterday. max -- lea says HI and where the heck have you been and she misses you. class was fun...RYAN was there. oy that boy amuses me endlessly. he was going to pay me $25 to do a cartwheel instead of a pirouette during our pirouette exercise. i dind't because he didn't have it on him...he only had an apple. rachael was there. then after class i had to haul ass and go babysitting.

oh i had an interesting thought the other day. do bisexual people have an upperhand on the whole relationship thing? i mean technically they can potentially get together with 100% of the population because they swing both ways. but then there are the people who are gay...and i guess some people wouldn't hook up with someone that's bi, huh? i don't remember where this train of thought came from...maybe i found out that someone is bi... i really dont' know.

i finally got to see party of five. i haven't seen it all season. STEPHANIE FROM FULL HOUSE WAS IN IT. i was a happy pappy girl. she played one of Claudia's friend. she died her hair red but she looked pretty much the same. claudia has really grown up..she looked amazing. and i want charlie to be my teacher. and sarah left for nyc :-( never been a big fan of sarah but its still big stuff. and wilson cruz was in it as well.

oy i still haven't seen sela ward's new show. someone has to call me and remind me to watch it because frankly i'm a bit frustrated by that fact.

i had another random fact to share with the world but i don't remember what it was at all.

i should REALLY be trying to learn the first page of my lines for my drama scene. but i'm doing this so i can't do that. our scene is bizarre...but we'll talk about that another day.

did anyone go into jen's live chat?

i still want to get a dog drunk. someone out there must have a dog that they are willing to intoxicate. imagine how funny it would be, laura imagine rocky drunk...it would be hilarious.

last week on SexTv they were talking about gay animals having sex. i'm not joking they even had footage. how KINKY is that??? i was on the floor laughing. first of all gay animals never occured to me at all. secondly watching them is a little bit odd.

my sister comes home today and leaves on sunday. joy. she bought me an imitation Kate Spade purse. its little little and its leopard print. it will help me be skankified. i have SUCH and urge to wear hoochie clothes. like jeans and a little tank top and heels. but its too cold to wear hoochie clothes :-( i need winter hoochie clothes....but i don't think those exit. i COULD still wear my tank tope but under something and then take off the over shirt at school. i duno... i'm in a hoochie mamma mood today.

okay let me get my hoochie ass out of here and get ready for school, goodluck and goodspeed :-)

tonya

Journal Start Time: 8:20am

Stuck in my head: thankfully nothing

In the cd player: OBC of Rent

On KISS92: Len-- Steal My Sunshine

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing) AND The Wars by Timothy Findley AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: the Today Show

Random Quote: n/a

Anxiously Anticipating: first issue of the school paper coming out, finding my geog. textbook

Craving: seeing a movie

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 4

Link Me Baby One More Time: watch the hamsters dance

Days until my birthday (september 13):329

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 44

Journal end time: 8:37am

October 18, 1999

george clooney is the sexiest man alive.

sorry... we'll talk more about that later. well let's see i haven't updated since friday night so i'm sure you all are just tripping over yourselves to see what i've been up to :-)

okay so friday...went dancing. la la la. siona brought back the very first combo that i did in her class aka the insect combo. love it but it hurts because we have to roll around on the floor. knee pads need to be provided. fun stuff though. then it was off to babysit. same old same old. jan has this new brilliant idea of letting both kids watch a video together and THEN putting them to bed. for me this means "free time." so while they watch the video i can read or something up there with them.

so saturday was my day with laura. we met up at finch and it was off to Fairview to find miss press a b-day present... which FOR ONCE we did successfully. laura and i together are shopping impaired but we did get press something. then it was off to the boonies aka thornhill to chill at miss laura's house and watch some videos. we randomly watched the episode of Ready or Not when carla aka tamara dies. it was muy amusing. we also did some internetting and visiting of miss press in her cool crib (with the same bedroom furniture as laura). oh yeah laura and i made friends with press' neighbours. i swear they were about 5 years old and on crack. they made us watch them skip... odd children. then it was off to downtown to a.) meet lara and give her my bootlegger and b.) see three kings.

so let's see... we met laura at the devil and all was good. then we went over to Paramount to see Three Kings, eventhough it's rated R. we had absolutely no problem getting in (which was good for laura because she turns 18 very soon). let me just say that i had NO clue that Three Kings was a WAR movie. i just wanted to see it because george clooney (the sexiest man alive) is in it. but it was a funny war movie at times. it freaked the shit out of me. i came out of that movie shaking it was traumatizing. in english we are doing a war unit and have therefor been spending a lot of time discussing war...so i'm completely traumatized by the whole thing. but on a whole i really enjoyed the movie. i don't know much about the whole Gulf War thing because i was about 8 when it all happened. but i'm assuming that he movie gave a reasonably honest account of what happened. the movie was not rara america rocks and we help everyone in trouble. it showed how the US kind of fuckd over the Iraqui people. oh wait the movie doesn't happen DURING the war really..its post-war but the soldiers are still in Iraq and it takes place just after the whole ceasefire agreement. very enjoyable.

i discovered two things during the movie. first of all brad pitt is HOT. there was a preview for fight club and laura and i both concluded that he is definitely hot. i have never given two rats asses about this boy but for some reason i was totally feeling the brad pitt hotness vibe on saturday. secondly, marky mark is also hot. oh wait am i allowed to call him marky mark (of funky bunch fame) or is he now *mark wahlberg*. of fuck it he will eternally be marky mark in my heart. anyhoo he is muy hot as well. maybe its the hormones why everyone was looking hot... i swear even ice cube had some serious stud vibes radiating. okay let's talk about my boy. the first thing we see of him is him in some tent or something wildly fucking this reporter. they weren't even lying down...they were sitting in chairs (what is it called when you have sex in a chair?). in three kings he had the scruffy look going on, which i swear just makes him look even better. the last shot of the movie i think is his sexy peak. he's wearing this tight-ish black Nike t-shirt. oy. he has THE best voice in hollywood. its so soothing and velvety. he radiates sex. and that is all we're going to say about that.

wow kiss92 just played the new Lauryn Hill/ Bob Marley track and its off the wall. i'm loving the vibe.

oh yeah so after three kings we went to go meet Joely at Cabaret. we told ourselves that we'd be away from the P.O.W. by 11:30pm. i was fucking tired i could have left after three kings and gone right home. anyhoo, we're waiting for joely and who shows up? well none other then Jess. i would just like tos ay that jess is a ball o' fun. she kept me very amused. anyway as of 11:30 joely was STILL inside. so we said fuck it and peed in the concourse and then went home. on our train ride this guy came on with a snake so laura had to change train cars.

and that was my saturday. sunday was nothing special...went to my retardo class that i REALLY don't like. siona flahsed our class (lifted up her shirt) about 3 times that day...weirdness. went babysitting and came home and did nothing.

fuck, this chic just won 24,000$ for the million dollar phrase that pays. i have used the word fuck many a time in my journal today.

we had THE most intense drama workshop i've ever had today. it's called the Goodbye exercise. basically the situation is that someone who means a lot to you is leaving FOREVER and you cant contact them. they are taking a boat to go away and you are supposed to meet them before they leave. BUT you are late. so you have to run down the pier and get to this HUGE boat and look for them on the deck and then you have to make a gesture symbolizing what you feel and hold it. then watch the boat go off into the horizon and turn around and leave. so we had to think of someone whose leaving forever would affect us. it was FREAKY. you think that it won't affect you, but once you get up there and do it it's FRIGHTENING. but it was fun...but very very freaky.

i have been such a good girl with my school work as of late. i'm even working ahead and getting ISU stuff out of the way. i'm a happy pappy girl. i just got 94% on my trig test that we had last week so i'm happy. still have NO clue how i'm doing in bio which is frustrating. now i'm trying to think of what classes i'm doing nextyear. i used to have it planned out..but now i'm not too sure. i was originally going to do co-op, math, eng. lit, writers craft, oac politics, oac economics, and oac law. but things have changed. i still need one more french credit so i need to do a french course next year, and i'm already doing economics this year. and this yhear the idea of spares sounds like a good thing so i'm probably not going to do eng. lit or law. and i don't know if co-op is really worth it. oy it's frustrating. my plan at first was to have like 11 oacs...but that isn't a big deal. i'm sure i'll do well enough with my oacs that i don't need them..but it would be nice to have really high marks to choose from. on the other hand i don't know what OACs mean to american universities at all. oy. i need to stop thinking about this.

dancing tomorrow. i really need a massage. does anyone have any clue how much a massage costs. my back is muy tight and it would be nice to get rid of all of that.

i had a really funny thought this morning as i was laying in bed but i can't remember what i was thinking about AT ALL.

augh wanna know what RAUNCHY song has been in my head all day... .you know that song they play on kiss every 20 minutes? we can make love in the shower both of our bodies dripping wet... oy its terrible. i have an urge to listen to the Rent cd. i haven't listened to in forever and half..much less to the cd. my new jam is vivrant thing by q-tip.

i'm off

tonya

 

Journal Start Time: 7:47pm

Stuck in my head: bugaboo by destiny's child

In the cd player: Britney Spears :-)

On KISS92: V.I.P. (who the heck are they??)

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing) AND The Wars by Timothy Findley AND the Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan

On the tube: Entertainment Tonight

Random Quote: n/a

Anxiously Anticipating: first issue of the school paper coming out, dancing...

Craving: listening to the OBC cd of rent

Number of articles of GAP clothing worn today: 4

Link Me Baby One More Time: watch the hamsters dance

Days until my birthday (september 13):331

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 46

Journal end time: 8:41pm

October 15, 1999

another day another dollar. is that i song? if its not it should be. wow only six more days until miss hannah banana's birthday. does anybody remember last time this year when we all went apple picking...aww the memories. i haven't seen hannah since Jordi's Bat Mitzah. now that is craziness.

OMG one of my favourite songs that isn't really my favourite song is on the radio. its called Too Close...its some ghetto guy group featuring Mya...maybe Dru Hill. its like "baby when we're grinding/ i get so excited/ oooo how i like it/ i try but i can't hide it" how raunchy is that...and believe me there is more. i always get myself stuck on these crazy ass songs. i'm officially a BSB fan. i've always *listened* to them when them come on the radio...so now i know like all of their songs and i wait for them to come on the radio. mind you i refuse to have a fave BSB just because i'm not *that* much of a fan..but i must admit i wish i was going to their concert. speaking of concerts i really want to go see TLC and Destiny's Child on the 22 of this month but i guess that isnt' happening :-(

hm what else is happening....i should be packing my dance bag so that i can get down with my bad self and shake my booty...but that isn't happening right now because i'm eating. i'm currently addicted to peanut butter and banana sandwiches on whole wheat bagels. i don't even like peanut butter but i've had about 4 of these sandwiches in the past 24 hours. oy i'm such a food whore somtimes..but not as much as laura. some words i use wway too mcuh ... like ghetto, whore and crack. i cannot have a conversation with saying those words or without thinking them in my head :-) oh yeah and sketchy to. those are my tonya-isms.

my whole friday night of chaos is driving me partially crazy. i get home from school then its off to dance then i have to HAUL ASS out of randolph to go babysitting. by the time i get babysitting its just time to but the kids to sleep then i have the evening all to myself. i get SO bored. there is no good tv on fridays so i have to subject myself to watching Electric Circus. i try to do homework but it doesn't always work out. sometimes i call people but i don't relaly like being on the phone while i'm babysitting..i always feel guilty.

i'm trying to decide if i should buy balc. side tickets for lion king for the day of my b-day. i mean i'm not going to be away..and i like the idea of doing something for my b-day. plus i actually *like* the lion king so its not like i'd be subjecting myself to something terrible. we'll see.

i'm such a crack job. i have the oddest dreams. last night i had a dream about my media teacher. i don't remember the exact details but i remember that in the dream he had two younger brothers that looked alot like him and they were fighting over something (all of you ...minds out of gutter NOW).

ER is still good. it keeps me amused. last night Jeannie Boulet aka Gloria Reubens from Toronto former miss black teen royale (my sis won the same pagent and i have a pic of the two of them together) got married and got that little HIV baby. hospital shooting in the ER but surprisingly no one got hurt. dr. greene and dr. cordai slept together. i dont' know why i'm summarising ER. i'll stop now.

i should be off now. ack something else i had to say. oh well.

tonya

Journal Start Time: 3:43pm

Stuck in my head:Waiting For Tonight by Jennifer Lopez

In the cd player: nothing right now

On KISS92: If You Had My Love by seniorita lopez

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing) AND The Wars by Timothy Findley

On the tube: CNN

Random Quote: something really funny was said between me and press last night but i just can't remember what.

Anxiously Anticipating: meeting Joely (oh it will happen), seeing Three Kings, tape exchanging, midterms, PAY DAY

Craving: whole wheat bagel with peanut butter and bananas

Random Discovery: if you have to relieve yourself avoid doing it when you are already 5 mins. late for school...

Link Me Baby One More Time: love me some jennpease

Days until my birthday (september 13):334

Mail me for fun:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 49

Journal end time: 4:10pm

October 14, 1999

i have no clue why i'm updating today. nothing particularly intersting has been happening at all believe it or not.

i found out today from this girl at school named Anna who goes to randolph that scary Jen has gone to NYC to join the Alvin Ailey dance company. that is amazing. its a really prestigious black dance company. i saw the show last x-mas and it rocked. so yay scary jen. i guess that is why i haven't seen her around lately...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE :-)

school has been mega busy. lots of tests and essays to get done. so far my marks are okay. i mean it most classes we only have about 3 marks to go by so there isn't much room for having determined marks. but i think for the midterm that is coming out in the next week i'll have all A's which is always good. except for maybe in biology just because i have absolutely NO clue how i'm doing in that class. the teacher hasn't handed back not one of the three labs that we've done; it's ridiculous. actually come to think of it having A's isn't for sure... i still have assignments out in most classes to be returned. let's just keep our fingers crossed. i need to have a nice average and i'm majorly paranoid about that...but we won't get into that now.

i was reading some of my archived journals the other day and i used to be really funny. i was reading some of my old stuff and i was actually ROTFLMAO. i miss my old journal. why aren't i as funny and witty and brilliant and clever as i used to be?

OMG i had THE weirdest dreams a few nights ago. i dreamt that i was in a national park...that in itself is weird enough because i can't stand the "Great Outdoors." i don't do well with that whole natury thing. anyhoo for some reason i was with Eriq LaSalle in a golf cart driving around. then this white lady comes up and is like get out of the car and she's screaming and stuff so i was just like yo eriq just give her the car, she'll cause a ruckus. so whatever we give her the golf cart. and periodically throughout the whole dream i kept on shooting homeless people in the park. i tried to shoot a bear but he wouldn't die and then i woke up. i really think that this whole war poetry unit in english is disturbing me mentally (all of you shut up who say i'm already mnetally disturbed). war bothers me sooooo much..oy. but once again we won't get into that.

last night i decided to listen to the ENTIRE cabaret cd instead of skipping to the Sally Bowles' songs. when money came on i honestly fell off my chair, bumped my elbow and BURST out laughing. mind you this was at like 12:45am. siona has scarred me from this song. all i could picture was the guy in drag and siona having a fake orgasm over the words money. even writing about it is making me laugh. oy the imagery. it was a pure raunch-fest. you should have seen me though..i was in complete hysterics. and that is my story.

i was doing some thinking the other day. not really deep thinking or anything...just thinking. i think that sally bowles may very well be my favourite female character in a musical (well out of the ones that i'm familiar with). she has THE greatest songs. i'm obsessed with Sally Bowles. normally when i listen to cabaret i just skip to all the sally songs. i'm not quite sure what it is about sally that i like so much. she's just such a giddy little thing. and cabaret was freaking the shit out of me last night. it is SUCH a scary show. the emcee with all his whispering..oy its haunting. i love the line "start by admitting from cradle to tomb isn't so long a stay. life is cabaret old chum. only a cabaret old chum. and i love a cabaret." see it's kind of like No Day But Today...but not. i've honestly *never* liked the whole No Day But Today thing...maybe i just see it too literally. without going into to much detail on the whole issue...you do have to realize that actions you take today WILL have an effect on tomorrow. but with the whole cabaret thing...with a cabaret you go with your song, interpret it as you wish and sing the hell out of it and leave. now that is life in a nutshell (help help i'm in a nutshell). you're born you do with it what you wish..if you're smart then you do as much as you can with it...then you die. now that is the philosophical (sp? that so doens't look right). so that was my thinking.

i watched Out of Sight again with Jennifer and George. i was in seventh heaven. hey what the fuck is seventh heaven anyway? it was enjoyable though i highly recommend it. i want to meet george clooney and just see what its like to meet someone that you are so obsessed with. it will be interesting to see cary again just because my cary *obsession* (its not really an obsession because he's in that hunk of meat catergory...to be discussed another day) anyhoo the cary thing has grown so much post-rent. i have made *way* to many jokes about what i'd like to do to that boy given the opportunity...it will be interesting. hehe i should put my ode to cary up here :-)

tomorrow going dancing at 5:30pm to siona's jazz1.

i'm outtie.

tonya :-)

Journal Start Time: 5:02pm

Stuck in my head:Maybe this time from Cabaret

In the cd player: ORC of Caabaret

On KISS92: Ice Cream by Sarah McLachlan

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing) AND The Wars by Timothy Findley

On the tube: Young & the Restless

Random Quote: put down the knitting the book and the broom time for a holiday.-- Cabaret

Anxiously Anticipating: meeting Joely (oh it will happen), seeing Three Kings, tape exchanging, midterms

Craving: strawberry 'n' cream chupa chup

Random Discovery: its a really good idea to tie your jacket to your person

Link Me Baby One More Time: love me some jennpease

Days until my birthday (september 13):335

Mail me for my birthday:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 50

Journal end time: 5:45pm

October 10, 1999

wow i can't believe how late in october it is already...this is ridiculous. lets all take a moment and just absorb the craziness of the situation. soon midterm marks will be rolling out and then comes exam time. oy this is pure wildness.

so today i went dancing (quelle surprise) and then i went to Kristen's house to bake pies. we originally were going to make 1 apple pie, 1 pumpkin pie and 1 sponach pie....but we cut up too many apples and pumpkins so we ended up with 2 each of pumpkin and apple pies. i ended up taking one of each home so now i have 2 pumpkin pies at home and an apple one...its pretty gross considering there are only two of us here to eat them. but what can ya do. we had sooooo much fun making them...it was an evening filled with crack. its hilarous whenever i get together with school people outside of school they always comment on how crazy i am outside of school...that just amuses me. i think its because school is such a terrible place.

i'm loving this N Sync and Gloria Estefan song. i've always loved me some Gloria. does anyone remember back in the day when she used to be a part of the miami sound machine? i used to love that song...come on everybody come and do the conga i know you can't control yourself any longer. that was THE best song.

anyhoo so we baked pies. then kristin realized taht she still had to bake a pot roast. so i took care of the meat because i love me some meat. and those were our adventures.

right now i'm typing a french critique on La Belle Bete by Marie Clair Blais. oh believe me it's interesting stuff.

what did i do yesterday? nothing really exciting besides mucho homework. i DID however watch Stepmom. how is that not one of THE most touching movies ever. if i were a crier i would have FULLY been crying at that movie. and it had 2 of my favourite people in it... Susan Sarandon and Julia Roberts. i loved that movie sooo much, but not as in it's my fave movie ever...i just thought that it was really good. as my second movie i chose Out of Sight with George Clooney and Jennifer Lopez. can anyone guess why i chose it? i've already seen it but how can i pass up my husband aka George and my BFF jennifer *the flyest fly girl* lopez. i think i may watch it tonight and if not then i'll tune in tomorrow. i'm so excited Austin Powers is back in theatres for $5..i must see it again. maybe i'll ask elvira to see it with me.

then this morning i went dancing and siona made WAY too many references about snot flying out of her nose as she does chainer turns because she has a drippy cold. then at one point i ended up dancing beside her and all i could think of was her snot and i was MUY grossed out. had a nice talk with Abbas on my way in. he is a very cool guy. we were just talking and he totally out of the blue was like "your mom is SO cool." my mom visited Randolph on wednesday to watch my class and got the grand welcome by Abbas (eventho she has met him about a gazillion times but he always introduces himself). then i don't know if he was joking around or what but he was like "i should get you working behind this desk" so i just was like "yeah that would be very cool (or fun i don't remember what i said)." how funny would that be if i worked at randolph...but i'm sure he was just joking around. i just have to comment one more time on siona's whole personal attention thing...it rocks. its just the slightest adjustments she's been making on me and they make all my lines look so much cleaner and the stretches just that much more intense. it rocks. and that is all i have to say aout that.

the other day lorilee mentioned that she should be GAP poster child because she wears ONE thing from the GAP each day. let me just say that i scoff in your face girl. today for instance i was wearing 6 things from GAP (pants, shirt, vest, socks, underwear, and tote bag). but on average i'm usually wearing 3 things from GAP per day. IIIII should be GAP poster child :-) not that i'm possessive or anything.

i listened to NYTW the other day. that makes me laugh SOOOO much. i could have never seen RENT more than once had it been the NYTW. its soooo terrible. it just sounsd so cheesy but it does have its moments. i enjoy the workshop but it moves soooo slowly and the order of the songs don't make the most possible sense. what i like about NYTW that isn't in the current show is the development of the whole maureen/joanne/mark thing.

this is mambo number 5.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5 everybody in the car so come on let's ride. to the liquor store la la la la la i want some gin and juice but i really don't wanna. fell buzzed like i did last week... and that is all i know.

so many things that i want to talk about right now but i can't just because i don't think i'd say things coherently enough. and i wouldn't know where to start. and i'm sure this train of thought will be gone in like half a second so let's stop this right now.

i bought the austin powers 2 soundtrack from CD cat today for 9.99. its making me very happy.

the other day at school i got my period ( i had pads no worries) but i didn't have any anaprox and was soooo afraid that i was going to get sick. so i went to the pharma plus by my school and BEGGED them to give me two pills to last me until i got home. thank god they did. they had to check and make sure that i can actually take the drug and that they have my prescription on file and stuff. it made me sooo happy that they gave them to me. yay pharma plus.

fuck i scratched my scalp really hard by accident and i thought that i was going to pass out. shit this really hurts i think i'm about to black out.

wow there are so many people that i havent' seen in a long time... lauren, nat, renee, hannah, alice... and i'm sure there are others but that thought just popped into my head. i think i'm like blocked off certain people's IM lists because certain people i NEVER ever see online..but eh what can ya do?

beautiful stranger.

should i stay or should i go? hey aren't those song lyrics. what song. can someone please tell me because i need to know. omg aren't those moer sog lyrics...maybe by joee? i dunno. oh well well.

talking bout my generation.

i'm off.

tonya

Journal Start Time: 9:33pm

Stuck in my head:Waiting for Tonight by miss lopez

In the cd player: Austin Powers 2: the spy who shagged me

On KISS92: Crazy by that spears chic

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing) AND The Wars by Timothy Findley

On the tube: some made for TV movie about a runaway train

Random Quote: "start by admitting/ that from cradle to tomb/ isn't that long a stay/ life is a cabaret old chum/ only a cabaret/ and i love a cabaret (from cabaret)

Anxiously Anticipating:watching Out of Sight, lea dance class (i've been lea-less for too long), meeting joely, people coming back from vacation, finishing this french essay

Craving: pumpkin pie and vanilla ice cream

Random Discovery: don't do chainer turns if you have a cold because snot travels...far.

Link Me Baby One More Time: i just can't get enough

Days until Alice's birthday (october 14): 4

Days until my birthday (september 13):339

Mail me for my birthday:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 54

Journal end time: 10:13pm

October 9, 1999

first of all i'd like to say a HUGE happy birthday to Press who FINALLY turned 16 yesterday. so yay press yay. she's now in NYC for thanksgiving (lucky bitch).

okay so lets talk about me now. since yesterday was friday i got paid for babysitting. $100 baby. plus they sent me home in a taxi. this week i think that i worked about 11.5 hours or something like that. that works out that i got paid close to $9/hour. kick ass much? i think so. so tonya is happy. its good because now i can replenish my savings account. it has kind of been detiriorating (sp?) after certain ventures to see a certain play. but now i'm going to save because i'm going away to school in 2(ish) years and will need money. i'm putting half of what i make in my savings (where i SAVE money) and the rest in my chequing (where i save money to spend it). so that works out to about 200$ into my savings every month. i'm so motivated right now i could run a marathon.

school has been good. we got back our media articles and i got 16 out of 20. an *okay* mark..totally valid because my article was very flawed and had i not written it so hastily i could have gotten really good interviews with the administration. but i'm content with the mark. the teacher really enjoyed but just said that i had a few unanswered questions. but for next time i know what to include in the article to get an even better mark. we had to submit our topic proposals for english. my teacher liked my idea for the ISU. i'm doing immigration to the US as written by contemporary writers of different backgrounds. i'm reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt, The Hundred Secret Senses by Amy Tan, and Breath, Eyes, Memory by Edwidge Danticat. it will be fun stuff. thus far i've been doing well in school...no marks under 80% as of yet (sure i know that its only october)....i did get 60% on one math quiz (out of 6 quizes on which i got 100%) but whatever we get to drop i thnk 2 quizzes.

I'm such a busy girl as of late. play rehearsal mondays and tuesdays, GAC duties (i'm organizing the clothing sale...we're selling fleece jackets), school newspaper editing to get done....and who knows what else is going to happen. i may join the UJAAMA club (its like the black student association) but i'm not 100% sure just yet. i like being busy i think.

so as usual i've been going dancing. on wednesday i walk into class and max was there. very odd since neither of us EVER go on wednesday but it turns out that he skipped lea's class on tuesday as did i. so it was a good class and i made my mom come and watch too :-) oy random moment. we are sitting there ready to do our dance and siona walks up and runs her finger up my back and was like "you have a beautiful back." i was honestly ROTFLMAO in my head. it was...umm...odd. siona has been extra nice for the past 3 classes that i've been to. i've gotten hugs and kisses from her the past 3 times i've gone...or maybe its because i've been talking to her more before and after (saw her in the elevator yesterday) she's been adjusting me a lot and getting me to work *that* much harder and get more out of what i'm doing. i really like that though because it makes me feel like i've accomplished a lot. and i'm still *really* not thinking that she knows my name...you'd think that she'd use it at least once in my presence...but nope i'm always sweetie. even as i was leaving yesterday (i had to leave before class was over :-( ) she yelled(ish) bye sweetie. oy i need to bring laura back to dance and get things straight. but on the plus side Soon Yi has my membership number completely memorized :-)

why is it that NO ONE updates their journals anymore? jennpease is pretty good at it, but few others are. its very berry frustrating.

i'm so happy for this long weekend. i've been in such a mood for a holiday. i can't believe its october 9th. last time this year we were all going crazy over going to Vancouver. wow...vancouver. how was that not THE best trip EVER. uh oh do i feel some reminiscing coming on? i think so. on of the funniest things was dani and i see eachother from across the street and jumping eachother in the middle of the road (cause we hadn't seen eachother since..june?). random jai being nice. me thinking it was blasphemous to talk to the cast before the show..but then seeing max talking to sas and trish and deciding to fuck blasphemy :-) coming out of the show on wednesday and having ALL of toronto (and ottawa) outside screaming. OMG remember me finding everyone $50 orchestra seats? okay this is vancouver abridged...jill scoot :-) me and my mimi bear that very few people got to see...the Rent Bible...and me and laura not crying at The Last (or something like that).

wow that was just a bowl of randomness.

okay i'm off.

tonya

 

 

Journal Start Time: 9:06am

Stuck in my head:Maybe This Time from Cabaret

In the cd player: ORC of Cabaret

On KISS92: No Diggity by Blackstreet

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing)

On the tube: Today Show

Random Quote: "start by admitting/ that from cradle to tomb/ isn't that long a stay/ life is a cabaret old chum/ only a cabaret/ and i love a cabaret (from cabaret)

Anxiously Anticipating:long weekend :-), seeing Austin Powers2 again

Craving: pumpkin pie and vanilla ice cream

Random Discovery: none today :-(

Link Me Baby One More Time: i just can't get enough

Days until Alice's birthday (october 14): 5

Days until my birthday (september 13):340

Mail me for my birthday:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 55

Journal end time: 9:52am

October 6, 1999

did you all think that i disappeared? wow i think this is the longest that i've gone sans updating except for when i go on vacation. i've just been SO busy. lots of schoolwork and babysitting and studying for my biology test that was supposed to have been on friday but now has been pushed back to next wednesday (i'm happy happy).

so lets talk about me. if you all go look at my guestbook there is a new signing..by none other than Tarzan Dan. lets just say that Tonya was laughing hysterically this morning. Its all because of the Kiss92 radio station. oh wait for all of you that don't k now Tarzan is the DJ on Kiss92 (best station in toronto) weekdays from 3 until 8 i think. so basically a lot of my day is spent listening to tarzan. either tarzan or Mad Dog and Darryn (the morning guys). wow its kind of sad when you know all the DJs at Kiss isn't it?

i just read TallGuys journal...he said that Ms. Odintsova said that i was a very nice, nice girl. so go me. Ms Odintsova ROCKS. i think she may live on lauren's street. i remember one day last year i was on my way to lauren's house one evening and i saw Ms. O coming out of a house with an older woman that i thought to be her mother. and i'm sure you all are so damn interested in this story.

okay so my life...not interesting at all. i've started the new babysitting arrangement so i should be getting $100 at the end of the week. now how good is that. i'm a very very happy camper.

okay here is a story to giggle about. yesterday this girl and i were trying to stuff things into her locker so we were pretty close together. so i'm in music and i smell this STENCH and i realize that its me. but only one side of me. the side that the girl was touching me on. my entire right side smelled life B.O. it was disgusting. everytime i went to class i announced to everyone what had happened because i didn't want people to think that i was dirty. finally i was in a class and someone had some Calgon body mist so i sprayed myself to cover up the odor. and that was my story.

OMG i haven't updated in a REALLY long time. i was just reading my last entry and that was on like friday. i apologize profoundly.

on sunday i danced. it was really weird tho. in the middle of class lea literally JUMPS into our class and starts shaking her groove thang. but it was sunday...lea is NEVER around on sundays. it turned out that some of the Randolph teachers did the CIBC Run for the Cure. then after class talked to siona about her show (and max she mentioned your name no more than a gazillion times). then we talked about cabaret..and she *still* hasn't seen it. i suggested that she haul ass and see it. i'm so in the mood to see cabaret again. i really enjoyed it. maybe i'll see about balcony sides. let me log on to ticketking and see what they have. i'm also interested in seeing Beauty Queen of Leenane...but we'll see what happens. anyone want to see ART swith me? they have student tickets for $21.50. damn me for not subscribing.

tomorrow is NSKA day. oy vey. can you believe its been an entire year since the start of NSKA day? i'm being harrassed into doing something...we'll see what arises. i may get some late evening inspiration. oy i can see it now...fun with Paintshop Pro.

i'm going dancing tonight. it should be fun. i dind't go last night because i was babysitiing.

we've started play rehearsals and i get to be Darragh Parsons :-) j/k i'm no longer assiting stage manager but i'm actually stage manager. i even get to wear the headset and call the actual show. so that will be quite the fun experience. i'm pretty excited. the play we are oding is bizarre. its called This is a Play and its a play withing a play. we were supposed to do a George Walker piece but he hasn't released the rights to do it yet so we are shit out of luck :-(

i shall be outtie now.

tata

tonya

Journal Start Time: 4:49pm

Stuck in my head: Waiting For Tonight by Jennifer Lopez aka the flyest fly girl

In the cd player: Lauryn Hill

On KISS92: Madonna -- ray of light

Strewn on the couch: The Shipping News (i'm progressing)

On the tube: Mom's watchin Y&R

Random Quote: no quotage today

Anxiously Anticipating: meeting joely (its going to happend), bio test, thanksgiving...

Craving: cool ranch doritos

Random Discovery: if you come in contact with a smelly person you may begin t o smell

Link Me Baby One More Time: i just can't get enough

Days until Lisa Press' birthday(october 8):2

Days until Alice's birthday (october 14): 8

Days until my birthday (september 13):343

Mail me for my birthday:

Tonya Facey
365 Westmount Ave. #1B
Toronto, ON
M6E 3N3

Days until Laura's Birthday (dec. 3): 58

Journal end time: 5:19pm